I 29m am questioning my sexuality. /u/ChonkyCatOwner Sex

I don’t even know how to start this so I’m going to ramble and pray it makes sense.

I am now 29, I’ve never been one to get into a relationship I’m very much a recluse as I’m on the autistic spectrum and have pretty severe anxiety.

But lately I had a ONS and I embarrassed myself, I struggled to enjoy having sex and when I was finished I ended up having a near panic attack. I don’t know why it happened and it’s got me thinking as to why and about my previous relationships.

Whenever I ended up in bed and had sex I always had this feeling of dread and having to leave which I desperately tried to not act on.

I have started thinking am I gay or am I bi but frankly I’m neither of those things as to be honest I’m attracted to women I know that. So that’s not the cause, I don’t know if I’m asexual as I like the idea of having sex but it’s a rare thought for me.

I’m struggling to understand what’s wrong with me and where to even begin in finding that answer.

I don’t even know how to start this so I’m going to ramble and pray it makes sense.

I am now 29, I’ve never been one to get into a relationship I’m very much a recluse as I’m on the autistic spectrum and have pretty severe anxiety.

But lately I had a ONS and I embarrassed myself, I struggled to enjoy having sex and when I was finished I ended up having a near panic attack. I don’t know why it happened and it’s got me thinking as to why and about my previous relationships.

Whenever I ended up in bed and had sex I always had this feeling of dread and having to leave which I desperately tried to not act on.

I have started thinking am I gay or am I bi but frankly I’m neither of those things as to be honest I’m attracted to women I know that. So that’s not the cause, I don’t know if I’m asexual as I like the idea of having sex but it’s a rare thought for me.

I’m struggling to understand what’s wrong with me and where to even begin in finding that answer.