I used to be a very sexual person. I got into a relationship two years ago and he had severe ED. I tried to help him and for a long time he couldn’t confront that he had an issue.
He constantly had told me to be “baddie type”. Have my nails done, leave my hair out, and to wear lingerie and to have everything waxed. I did as because he had preferences and felt like I couldn’t only feel and be wanted by him if I listed those things.
We didn’t have sex or intimacy for a long time. Rarely had any banter only time we’d have a sexual talk is when I’d talk and ease into this cuck fantasy he had.
We broke up for awhile and wanted to hear about me going on dates, wanted intimate details about what we would do – I actually did not do anything on these dates in fact on a couple of them actually cried about my ex with them. Pathetic, I know.
My ex has now left me. He is on the dating sites- still his porn addiction and ED very much intact. I, cant even look at the mirror and feel so fat and not sexy.
I don’t think my ex has ever called me beautiful or sexy, unless I was dressed like a hooker.
My desire to have any attention or sexual desire is close to none. It actually scary to me.
Just wanted to hear opinions or chats – if anyone else felt like this. Cant and don’t want to talk to anyone about this really ugly feeling.
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r/sex I used to be a very sexual person. I got into a relationship two years ago and he had severe ED. I tried to help him and for a long time he couldn’t confront that he had an issue. He constantly had told me to be “baddie type”. Have my nails done, leave my hair out, and to wear lingerie and to have everything waxed. I did as because he had preferences and felt like I couldn’t only feel and be wanted by him if I listed those things. We didn’t have sex or intimacy for a long time. Rarely had any banter only time we’d have a sexual talk is when I’d talk and ease into this cuck fantasy he had. We broke up for awhile and wanted to hear about me going on dates, wanted intimate details about what we would do – I actually did not do anything on these dates in fact on a couple of them actually cried about my ex with them. Pathetic, I know. My ex has now left me. He is on the dating sites- still his porn addiction and ED very much intact. I, cant even look at the mirror and feel so fat and not sexy. I don’t think my ex has ever called me beautiful or sexy, unless I was dressed like a hooker. My desire to have any attention or sexual desire is close to none. It actually scary to me. Just wanted to hear opinions or chats – if anyone else felt like this. Cant and don’t want to talk to anyone about this really ugly feeling. submitted by /u/Empty_Distribution38 [link] [comments]
I used to be a very sexual person. I got into a relationship two years ago and he had severe ED. I tried to help him and for a long time he couldn’t confront that he had an issue.
He constantly had told me to be “baddie type”. Have my nails done, leave my hair out, and to wear lingerie and to have everything waxed. I did as because he had preferences and felt like I couldn’t only feel and be wanted by him if I listed those things.
We didn’t have sex or intimacy for a long time. Rarely had any banter only time we’d have a sexual talk is when I’d talk and ease into this cuck fantasy he had.
We broke up for awhile and wanted to hear about me going on dates, wanted intimate details about what we would do – I actually did not do anything on these dates in fact on a couple of them actually cried about my ex with them. Pathetic, I know.
My ex has now left me. He is on the dating sites- still his porn addiction and ED very much intact. I, cant even look at the mirror and feel so fat and not sexy.
I don’t think my ex has ever called me beautiful or sexy, unless I was dressed like a hooker.
My desire to have any attention or sexual desire is close to none. It actually scary to me.
Just wanted to hear opinions or chats – if anyone else felt like this. Cant and don’t want to talk to anyone about this really ugly feeling.
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