wife wants it dangerous and scary but it’s difficult for me to escalate beyond a certain point /u/tatertot225 Sex

She wants to feel “in danger” and as non consensual as possible. Choking, leather belts, just aren’t doing it anymore really. Don’t feel right slapping around and shit like that and I can’t really leave marks in her (works in a school and needs Profesional appearence) any tips to really scare her and think she’s really in danger? I’m also going to start a tren cycle which might help the escalation, but I don’t forsee myself getting more aggressive that usual (which is pretty hard as is) we’ve done shit talking, degrading type stuff and went well but she wants more. Also big fear of her baiting me to use it against me/recording pics of bruises etc with a lie that i beat her. She’s never done that to me, but it’s still a worry. Like, maybe sign a waiver or some shit? Is that a thing?

She wants to feel “in danger” and as non consensual as possible. Choking, leather belts, just aren’t doing it anymore really. Don’t feel right slapping around and shit like that and I can’t really leave marks in her (works in a school and needs Profesional appearence) any tips to really scare her and think she’s really in danger? I’m also going to start a tren cycle which might help the escalation, but I don’t forsee myself getting more aggressive that usual (which is pretty hard as is) we’ve done shit talking, degrading type stuff and went well but she wants more. Also big fear of her baiting me to use it against me/recording pics of bruises etc with a lie that i beat her. She’s never done that to me, but it’s still a worry. Like, maybe sign a waiver or some shit? Is that a thing?