Bf put a half a finger in my butt for the first time and I’m kind of embarrassed /u/spooked_jawfish Sex

I’ve never had a finger in my butt before and it was kind of in the heat of the moment but now I feel weird about it. I’ve considered doing anal before but I’d want to do an enema beforehand to make sure everything is really clean. I’m not sure if his finger came out clean cuz I didn’t do an enema or anything like that and I feel super embarrassed. I feel like I’m going to be self-conscious now and afraid of it happening again.

I’ve never had a finger in my butt before and it was kind of in the heat of the moment but now I feel weird about it. I’ve considered doing anal before but I’d want to do an enema beforehand to make sure everything is really clean. I’m not sure if his finger came out clean cuz I didn’t do an enema or anything like that and I feel super embarrassed. I feel like I’m going to be self-conscious now and afraid of it happening again.