Should I buy bullet vibrator is it just sad? For Valentine’s Day /u/uncertainty110 Sex

Hi there I’m 24 years old I’ve never spent Valentine’s Day with anyone I was in relationship with because I’ve never had one before but this year hits different. Being 24 and never once celebrated it with someone is so depressing to me but I think it’s even more depressing to buy myself a bullet vibrator. The only reason I want is because I’m on medication it’s taking too long to finish when I just do it to myself. Being alone again for another year of my life has made me feel really sad and depressed I don’t know if buying a vibrator will help or just make me feel sadder I’ve been wanting to do it more lately but my meds make me too sleepy to do it. It’s not easy to just go out with a guy because I’m not into them.I have urges to do it just takes a bit of time with my new meds. I kind of want to treat myself tomorrow but idk if it’s sad to do it that way.

Hi there I’m 24 years old I’ve never spent Valentine’s Day with anyone I was in relationship with because I’ve never had one before but this year hits different. Being 24 and never once celebrated it with someone is so depressing to me but I think it’s even more depressing to buy myself a bullet vibrator. The only reason I want is because I’m on medication it’s taking too long to finish when I just do it to myself. Being alone again for another year of my life has made me feel really sad and depressed I don’t know if buying a vibrator will help or just make me feel sadder I’ve been wanting to do it more lately but my meds make me too sleepy to do it. It’s not easy to just go out with a guy because I’m not into them.I have urges to do it just takes a bit of time with my new meds. I kind of want to treat myself tomorrow but idk if it’s sad to do it that way.