Probably should have wrote this with a throwaway but I’ll delete this post once I get some helpful advice. I get turned on by really nasty stuff since I was about 15. The biggest arousal for me is the thought of having sex with really old perverted men who I should not be having sex with. Basically I get turned on by the thought of having sex with people I really shouldn’t. Like some any old random perverted stranger it turns me on a lot but then I’ll masterbate and feel disgusted after. Not only this but also the thought of having sex with multiple men at once (I never have because I don’t think I’ll enjoy as much as my fantasy) the thought of being manhandled and also the worst one … being r*ped but not brutally just forced sex – I guess I like this because it’s the thought of someone really desiring me not being able to control themselves. Anyway after I masterbate to these thoughts I feel disgusted with myself. Any suggestions to get these thoughts away or should I just go to therapy?
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r/sex Probably should have wrote this with a throwaway but I’ll delete this post once I get some helpful advice. I get turned on by really nasty stuff since I was about 15. The biggest arousal for me is the thought of having sex with really old perverted men who I should not be having sex with. Basically I get turned on by the thought of having sex with people I really shouldn’t. Like some any old random perverted stranger it turns me on a lot but then I’ll masterbate and feel disgusted after. Not only this but also the thought of having sex with multiple men at once (I never have because I don’t think I’ll enjoy as much as my fantasy) the thought of being manhandled and also the worst one … being r*ped but not brutally just forced sex – I guess I like this because it’s the thought of someone really desiring me not being able to control themselves. Anyway after I masterbate to these thoughts I feel disgusted with myself. Any suggestions to get these thoughts away or should I just go to therapy? submitted by /u/No_Strategy_4484 [link] [comments]
Probably should have wrote this with a throwaway but I’ll delete this post once I get some helpful advice. I get turned on by really nasty stuff since I was about 15. The biggest arousal for me is the thought of having sex with really old perverted men who I should not be having sex with. Basically I get turned on by the thought of having sex with people I really shouldn’t. Like some any old random perverted stranger it turns me on a lot but then I’ll masterbate and feel disgusted after. Not only this but also the thought of having sex with multiple men at once (I never have because I don’t think I’ll enjoy as much as my fantasy) the thought of being manhandled and also the worst one … being r*ped but not brutally just forced sex – I guess I like this because it’s the thought of someone really desiring me not being able to control themselves. Anyway after I masterbate to these thoughts I feel disgusted with myself. Any suggestions to get these thoughts away or should I just go to therapy?
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