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my boyfriend (19M) and i (19F) have been dating for around 2 months. i never dated anyone before him and he was in a 2+ year long relationship in high school so you do the math lol.

so far every single time we have tried to do anything i have fucked up majorly. the first time i tried to go down on him (he in NO WAY pressured me, it was something i really wanted to try) i gagged really loudly and my eyes water super easily so he thought i was crying so he stopped even though i said we didn’t have to. he tried to finger me but my roommate didn’t read my texts and forgot that we had talked about it and unlocked the door with her key. basically stuff like that has happened every time we have tried to go beyond kissing. and now i’m just so scared and i don’t want to initiate because i’m scared i’ll just fuck it up. but i know he doesn’t want to initiate because he doesn’t want to do anything im not comfortable with. i just truly don’t know what to do.

my boyfriend (19M) and i (19F) have been dating for around 2 months. i never dated anyone before him and he was in a 2+ year long relationship in high school so you do the math lol.

so far every single time we have tried to do anything i have fucked up majorly. the first time i tried to go down on him (he in NO WAY pressured me, it was something i really wanted to try) i gagged really loudly and my eyes water super easily so he thought i was crying so he stopped even though i said we didn’t have to. he tried to finger me but my roommate didn’t read my texts and forgot that we had talked about it and unlocked the door with her key. basically stuff like that has happened every time we have tried to go beyond kissing. and now i’m just so scared and i don’t want to initiate because i’m scared i’ll just fuck it up. but i know he doesn’t want to initiate because he doesn’t want to do anything im not comfortable with. i just truly don’t know what to do.