I am a 22F and I lost my virginity to my ex when I was 20, it was definitely one of the most traumatic experiences I’ve ever had lol the crying, whole body was shaking like a leaf felt like I was getting ripped apart basically used like a doll and he stopped after he came (we tried numerous times until it finally went in but even then I felt like I was just being thrusted into and I kind of layed there like an inexperienced starfish) well fast forward me and him broke up a couple months later, I didn’t want to seek a relationship afterwards but now that it’s been almost 2 years I want to go back into the dating scene, however as much as I want a boyfriend I feel like I absolutely cannot since I definitely have some bad memories intimate wise and I know at some point we will be intimate, I’m nervous just thinking about it and I’m just not sure how to proceed unless I go to therapy honestly.
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r/sex I am a 22F and I lost my virginity to my ex when I was 20, it was definitely one of the most traumatic experiences I’ve ever had lol the crying, whole body was shaking like a leaf felt like I was getting ripped apart basically used like a doll and he stopped after he came (we tried numerous times until it finally went in but even then I felt like I was just being thrusted into and I kind of layed there like an inexperienced starfish) well fast forward me and him broke up a couple months later, I didn’t want to seek a relationship afterwards but now that it’s been almost 2 years I want to go back into the dating scene, however as much as I want a boyfriend I feel like I absolutely cannot since I definitely have some bad memories intimate wise and I know at some point we will be intimate, I’m nervous just thinking about it and I’m just not sure how to proceed unless I go to therapy honestly. submitted by /u/otome4 [link] [comments]
I am a 22F and I lost my virginity to my ex when I was 20, it was definitely one of the most traumatic experiences I’ve ever had lol the crying, whole body was shaking like a leaf felt like I was getting ripped apart basically used like a doll and he stopped after he came (we tried numerous times until it finally went in but even then I felt like I was just being thrusted into and I kind of layed there like an inexperienced starfish) well fast forward me and him broke up a couple months later, I didn’t want to seek a relationship afterwards but now that it’s been almost 2 years I want to go back into the dating scene, however as much as I want a boyfriend I feel like I absolutely cannot since I definitely have some bad memories intimate wise and I know at some point we will be intimate, I’m nervous just thinking about it and I’m just not sure how to proceed unless I go to therapy honestly.
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