Been taught that sex is wrong /u/Safe_Ear_6763 Sex

I’m 28f married 7 years to my amazing husband and I struggle about this subject in a daily basis. I am dying to overcome this issue and finally be and feel like a normal person.

In a shortcut- due to religious reasons my parents taught me and my siblings that sex isn’t something that allowed to do because it’s shameful and wrong/bad, especially to woman. For that reason I can’t think that sex is natural and part of human relationships. I don’t feel any guilt after doing it, i just feel ashamed and shy doing anything at all during it because it isn’t how a lady should act (according to my parents). I obviously also have intimacy issues because of that reason. meaning- being a cold person who finds it hard even just to give a hug to someone, and to be open up not necessarily on sexual topics.

I just want to enjoy it as I always wanted, I really feel like a messed up person…. How do i overcome this issue???

I’m 28f married 7 years to my amazing husband and I struggle about this subject in a daily basis. I am dying to overcome this issue and finally be and feel like a normal person.

In a shortcut- due to religious reasons my parents taught me and my siblings that sex isn’t something that allowed to do because it’s shameful and wrong/bad, especially to woman. For that reason I can’t think that sex is natural and part of human relationships. I don’t feel any guilt after doing it, i just feel ashamed and shy doing anything at all during it because it isn’t how a lady should act (according to my parents). I obviously also have intimacy issues because of that reason. meaning- being a cold person who finds it hard even just to give a hug to someone, and to be open up not necessarily on sexual topics.

I just want to enjoy it as I always wanted, I really feel like a messed up person…. How do i overcome this issue???