(19f) My own vulva make me uncomfortable and I need advice on how to become more comfortable with myself /u/3wickcandleonsale Sex

I hope this isn’t too vague. For a while now, I’ve been trying to learn how to masturbate (who knew it would be so difficult?) by watching vids and stuff but I can’t seem to find anyone else with my issue. I don’t hate the way I look naked, I’m actually quite confident in my own body thankfully. But whenever I try to use a little mirror to look at my vulva, I just feel weird and uneasy. It just becomes worse when I try to touch myself and I have to stop because it’s a horrible feeling. I’m really frustrated because no matter how horny I get, I can never bring myself to touch myself due to how uneasy it makes me feel. I don’t why this is the case with me, but I really want to learn how to combat this issue. How can I start feeling more comfortable with myself in this area?

I hope this isn’t too vague. For a while now, I’ve been trying to learn how to masturbate (who knew it would be so difficult?) by watching vids and stuff but I can’t seem to find anyone else with my issue. I don’t hate the way I look naked, I’m actually quite confident in my own body thankfully. But whenever I try to use a little mirror to look at my vulva, I just feel weird and uneasy. It just becomes worse when I try to touch myself and I have to stop because it’s a horrible feeling. I’m really frustrated because no matter how horny I get, I can never bring myself to touch myself due to how uneasy it makes me feel. I don’t why this is the case with me, but I really want to learn how to combat this issue. How can I start feeling more comfortable with myself in this area?