Avoiding my (F) pretty friends /u/hotwingsandfries1 Sex

Sorry if it’s not appropriate to post this here, I just need to rant..

For a long time I was the ugly duckling of the group. My pretty friends would always get compliments and get approached by men, and I was always the invisible one.

I’ve started to glow up, and I’ve noticed I’m getting more compliments and attention although not that often or as much as my pretty friends. It feels good tho and it gives me motivation to continue glowing up.

However, when I go out with these pretty friends I’m still pretty much invisible and that makes me feel so ugly again and like I don’t matter at all. For this reason I’ve started avoiding them, making excuses when they invite me out etc. I feel bad because they are good friends, but I just can’t handle feeling like an ugly duckling anymore and I much rather prefer to hang out with friends who are on the same level as me.

Has anyone else experienced this? How can I overcome those feelings? It seems that I just can’t be on their level. Maybe because most men in my country prefer big boobs which I don’t have, but my friends do, but their faces are prettier too.

I do feel bad avoiding them, but being around them is ruining my mental health 🙁 Maybe therapy is the only solution.

I’d love to be as sexually desired as them. It just feels so good to be wanted 🙁

Sorry if it’s not appropriate to post this here, I just need to rant..

For a long time I was the ugly duckling of the group. My pretty friends would always get compliments and get approached by men, and I was always the invisible one.

I’ve started to glow up, and I’ve noticed I’m getting more compliments and attention although not that often or as much as my pretty friends. It feels good tho and it gives me motivation to continue glowing up.

However, when I go out with these pretty friends I’m still pretty much invisible and that makes me feel so ugly again and like I don’t matter at all. For this reason I’ve started avoiding them, making excuses when they invite me out etc. I feel bad because they are good friends, but I just can’t handle feeling like an ugly duckling anymore and I much rather prefer to hang out with friends who are on the same level as me.

Has anyone else experienced this? How can I overcome those feelings? It seems that I just can’t be on their level. Maybe because most men in my country prefer big boobs which I don’t have, but my friends do, but their faces are prettier too.

I do feel bad avoiding them, but being around them is ruining my mental health 🙁 Maybe therapy is the only solution.

I’d love to be as sexually desired as them. It just feels so good to be wanted 🙁