Shoving it in whilst tight? Keep bleeding. /u/Dry_Health1817 Sex

I (f26) started having sex with my BF last month and I was a virgin. During my first time I gave him a BJ and I added lube to my vagina. After the BJ he tried to put it in and it hurt A LOT. I suggested adding more lube so I added more around and inside. Tried again and it still HURT. He then pushed his hips back and shoved it in. It hurt extremely bad and I heard a snapping sound. I cried a bit but I understand I need to force it so it accommodates his penis. Well it’s almost been a month and I’m still spotting and burning even after my cycle ended. Nothing looks ripped. Haven’t had sex since because my BF and I don’t have high sex drives. What do I do? Ignore it?

I (f26) started having sex with my BF last month and I was a virgin. During my first time I gave him a BJ and I added lube to my vagina. After the BJ he tried to put it in and it hurt A LOT. I suggested adding more lube so I added more around and inside. Tried again and it still HURT. He then pushed his hips back and shoved it in. It hurt extremely bad and I heard a snapping sound. I cried a bit but I understand I need to force it so it accommodates his penis. Well it’s almost been a month and I’m still spotting and burning even after my cycle ended. Nothing looks ripped. Haven’t had sex since because my BF and I don’t have high sex drives. What do I do? Ignore it?