Last night my boyfriend and I had sex for about two hours and it was one of the best times ever. We tried all kinds of positions but one was really pleasuring. Cowgirl. I felt everything , it hit my g spot really nicely and it was also very intimate, given that I can look at him, kiss him and hug him. But one thing is that it felt a tiny bit embarrassing. (This has nothing to do with my boyfriend, this is probably because of SA trauma that led me to be insecure about my parts, given that the person who SA’d me made comments on my private part and breasts.) Naturally, during sex, he looked down, looked at my body and complimented me, on all kinds of things. How I look, my hair, my body , my face, how good I make him feel etc. But when he looked down I felt really bad. I was thinking that he maybe finds the way I look while moving weird, how my part looks weird from that angle. I told him that I feel a bit awkward and he stopped looking and proceeded to just hug me and tell me that I’m beautiful. While I was moving I felt like the way I moved made me look absolutely insane and ridiculous and I didn’t know how the fuck am I supposed to not look that way. I told him to guide me for help. He accepted of course and stated that it’s nice for him as well to guide me. It didn’t help. It just felt better because I could feel his hands on me. I told him to stop and we finished with another position. Afterwards I couldn’t stop thinking about it. I just couldn’t. I mentioned to him and he once again said that I’m beautiful and that position is amazingly beautiful as well because he gets to look at me. He found nothing weird and I felt comforted with that information, but I still feel insecure. Give me some advice please.
PS, sorry if this was TMI !
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r/sex Last night my boyfriend and I had sex for about two hours and it was one of the best times ever. We tried all kinds of positions but one was really pleasuring. Cowgirl. I felt everything , it hit my g spot really nicely and it was also very intimate, given that I can look at him, kiss him and hug him. But one thing is that it felt a tiny bit embarrassing. (This has nothing to do with my boyfriend, this is probably because of SA trauma that led me to be insecure about my parts, given that the person who SA’d me made comments on my private part and breasts.) Naturally, during sex, he looked down, looked at my body and complimented me, on all kinds of things. How I look, my hair, my body , my face, how good I make him feel etc. But when he looked down I felt really bad. I was thinking that he maybe finds the way I look while moving weird, how my part looks weird from that angle. I told him that I feel a bit awkward and he stopped looking and proceeded to just hug me and tell me that I’m beautiful. While I was moving I felt like the way I moved made me look absolutely insane and ridiculous and I didn’t know how the fuck am I supposed to not look that way. I told him to guide me for help. He accepted of course and stated that it’s nice for him as well to guide me. It didn’t help. It just felt better because I could feel his hands on me. I told him to stop and we finished with another position. Afterwards I couldn’t stop thinking about it. I just couldn’t. I mentioned to him and he once again said that I’m beautiful and that position is amazingly beautiful as well because he gets to look at me. He found nothing weird and I felt comforted with that information, but I still feel insecure. Give me some advice please. PS, sorry if this was TMI ! submitted by /u/katherineepg [link] [comments]
Last night my boyfriend and I had sex for about two hours and it was one of the best times ever. We tried all kinds of positions but one was really pleasuring. Cowgirl. I felt everything , it hit my g spot really nicely and it was also very intimate, given that I can look at him, kiss him and hug him. But one thing is that it felt a tiny bit embarrassing. (This has nothing to do with my boyfriend, this is probably because of SA trauma that led me to be insecure about my parts, given that the person who SA’d me made comments on my private part and breasts.) Naturally, during sex, he looked down, looked at my body and complimented me, on all kinds of things. How I look, my hair, my body , my face, how good I make him feel etc. But when he looked down I felt really bad. I was thinking that he maybe finds the way I look while moving weird, how my part looks weird from that angle. I told him that I feel a bit awkward and he stopped looking and proceeded to just hug me and tell me that I’m beautiful. While I was moving I felt like the way I moved made me look absolutely insane and ridiculous and I didn’t know how the fuck am I supposed to not look that way. I told him to guide me for help. He accepted of course and stated that it’s nice for him as well to guide me. It didn’t help. It just felt better because I could feel his hands on me. I told him to stop and we finished with another position. Afterwards I couldn’t stop thinking about it. I just couldn’t. I mentioned to him and he once again said that I’m beautiful and that position is amazingly beautiful as well because he gets to look at me. He found nothing weird and I felt comforted with that information, but I still feel insecure. Give me some advice please.
PS, sorry if this was TMI !
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