22f the first time i had sex was earlier this year, and well, after talking to some people i realized that i was borderline violated because i suggested the guy to stop and he insisted. i also told him i didn’t want to have sex that night because i didn’t want to do it with a rando. it was sooo painful and he could t get it in because i wasn’t comfortable . (i don’t wanna say SA because i don’t think it’s that serious as rape)
anyways because of that i refrained from sex, and i still do. idk if i’m a virgin anymore but whatever. i have a 5inch dildo that’s pretty thick and i’ve been trying to fit it in, but it’s always been painful despite edging for a good 15mins. every time i try it reminded me of that time with the guy. today i tried a different position, which was laying on my chest and putting it in from the bed up to my vagina. basically cowgirl but instead of sitting up i was laying down . i think because i had the weight of my body instead of just my hand when lying on my back, it was able to go in quite a ways. i did feel a “ridge” or something. it didn’t hurt but i think its just the shape of my canal. the dildo isn’t very flexible.
i was able to go in and although the position was uncomfortable, i was glad to get it in. i was worried i had vaginismus. my legs are shaking a bit. i also now know i probably wouldn’t be comfortable with anyone bigger than 5in and 1.6in girth, which i never saw the appeal in size anyways.
it’s kind of a small victory idk
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r/sex 22f the first time i had sex was earlier this year, and well, after talking to some people i realized that i was borderline violated because i suggested the guy to stop and he insisted. i also told him i didn’t want to have sex that night because i didn’t want to do it with a rando. it was sooo painful and he could t get it in because i wasn’t comfortable . (i don’t wanna say SA because i don’t think it’s that serious as rape) anyways because of that i refrained from sex, and i still do. idk if i’m a virgin anymore but whatever. i have a 5inch dildo that’s pretty thick and i’ve been trying to fit it in, but it’s always been painful despite edging for a good 15mins. every time i try it reminded me of that time with the guy. today i tried a different position, which was laying on my chest and putting it in from the bed up to my vagina. basically cowgirl but instead of sitting up i was laying down . i think because i had the weight of my body instead of just my hand when lying on my back, it was able to go in quite a ways. i did feel a “ridge” or something. it didn’t hurt but i think its just the shape of my canal. the dildo isn’t very flexible. i was able to go in and although the position was uncomfortable, i was glad to get it in. i was worried i had vaginismus. my legs are shaking a bit. i also now know i probably wouldn’t be comfortable with anyone bigger than 5in and 1.6in girth, which i never saw the appeal in size anyways. it’s kind of a small victory idk submitted by /u/No-Bridge-4857 [link] [comments]
22f the first time i had sex was earlier this year, and well, after talking to some people i realized that i was borderline violated because i suggested the guy to stop and he insisted. i also told him i didn’t want to have sex that night because i didn’t want to do it with a rando. it was sooo painful and he could t get it in because i wasn’t comfortable . (i don’t wanna say SA because i don’t think it’s that serious as rape)
anyways because of that i refrained from sex, and i still do. idk if i’m a virgin anymore but whatever. i have a 5inch dildo that’s pretty thick and i’ve been trying to fit it in, but it’s always been painful despite edging for a good 15mins. every time i try it reminded me of that time with the guy. today i tried a different position, which was laying on my chest and putting it in from the bed up to my vagina. basically cowgirl but instead of sitting up i was laying down . i think because i had the weight of my body instead of just my hand when lying on my back, it was able to go in quite a ways. i did feel a “ridge” or something. it didn’t hurt but i think its just the shape of my canal. the dildo isn’t very flexible.
i was able to go in and although the position was uncomfortable, i was glad to get it in. i was worried i had vaginismus. my legs are shaking a bit. i also now know i probably wouldn’t be comfortable with anyone bigger than 5in and 1.6in girth, which i never saw the appeal in size anyways.
it’s kind of a small victory idk
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