I can’t orgasm with my bf /u/random_dink Sex

I (20F) have been maturbating since my early teen years through vibrators and the showerhead, I have been able to finish myself once with my hand with great effort a long time ago but I can finish multiple times easily when I use a vibrator. My problem is that I can’t finish in front of my bf, he goes down and presses all the right buttons and makes me feel comfortable and I want to finish with him so bad, but I can’t get past whatever mental block I have and I have been wondering if I should cut back on the toy and try to use my hands to make it easier when I’m trying to finish with him but it is extremely difficult for me to just use my fingers at this point. Any advice??

I (20F) have been maturbating since my early teen years through vibrators and the showerhead, I have been able to finish myself once with my hand with great effort a long time ago but I can finish multiple times easily when I use a vibrator. My problem is that I can’t finish in front of my bf, he goes down and presses all the right buttons and makes me feel comfortable and I want to finish with him so bad, but I can’t get past whatever mental block I have and I have been wondering if I should cut back on the toy and try to use my hands to make it easier when I’m trying to finish with him but it is extremely difficult for me to just use my fingers at this point. Any advice??