Ever since I learned about it, I built up sex in my head as this insanely amazing thing and I couldn’t wait to have it. I was super shy in high school though, and never had the opportunity. Now in college, it seems like whoever I lose my virginity to is going to have way more experience.
The issue is that I know I’m going to mess it up my first time. I’ve received a blowjob and came within seconds, and I can only imagine it’ll be worse with full intercourse. I could probably go multiple rounds, but that’s just embarrassing Aside from that, I also really have no idea what to do for eating out or fingering so it’s not like I would really be able to fully satisfy her.
I’m honestly just so frustrated since this thing I’ve put on a pedestal for years seems out of reach for me. I get that it’s not as big of a deal as I thought, but not being able to participate without completely humiliating myself is making me just very unmotivated to try.
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r/sex Ever since I learned about it, I built up sex in my head as this insanely amazing thing and I couldn’t wait to have it. I was super shy in high school though, and never had the opportunity. Now in college, it seems like whoever I lose my virginity to is going to have way more experience. The issue is that I know I’m going to mess it up my first time. I’ve received a blowjob and came within seconds, and I can only imagine it’ll be worse with full intercourse. I could probably go multiple rounds, but that’s just embarrassing Aside from that, I also really have no idea what to do for eating out or fingering so it’s not like I would really be able to fully satisfy her. I’m honestly just so frustrated since this thing I’ve put on a pedestal for years seems out of reach for me. I get that it’s not as big of a deal as I thought, but not being able to participate without completely humiliating myself is making me just very unmotivated to try. submitted by /u/GloveNegative [link] [comments]
Ever since I learned about it, I built up sex in my head as this insanely amazing thing and I couldn’t wait to have it. I was super shy in high school though, and never had the opportunity. Now in college, it seems like whoever I lose my virginity to is going to have way more experience.
The issue is that I know I’m going to mess it up my first time. I’ve received a blowjob and came within seconds, and I can only imagine it’ll be worse with full intercourse. I could probably go multiple rounds, but that’s just embarrassing Aside from that, I also really have no idea what to do for eating out or fingering so it’s not like I would really be able to fully satisfy her.
I’m honestly just so frustrated since this thing I’ve put on a pedestal for years seems out of reach for me. I get that it’s not as big of a deal as I thought, but not being able to participate without completely humiliating myself is making me just very unmotivated to try.
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