Boyfriend doesn’t look at me while having sex /u/throwaway708090100 Sex

I was born with a facial defect so I’m not a good looking person. He says he loves me and my face. But he always wants to do the positions where he can’t see my face, or he changes positions saying he can’t feel anything when I want to do a position where I’m facing him. Also he gets sad when I don’t orgasm because he feels like he’s bad at sex. So even though I never orgasm because of the insecurities during sex, I always pretend I do. I don’t know what to think of this but it’s making me really upset. He says he loves me. But even in porn the man looks at the woman… What do you guys think could be the reason of this?

I was born with a facial defect so I’m not a good looking person. He says he loves me and my face. But he always wants to do the positions where he can’t see my face, or he changes positions saying he can’t feel anything when I want to do a position where I’m facing him. Also he gets sad when I don’t orgasm because he feels like he’s bad at sex. So even though I never orgasm because of the insecurities during sex, I always pretend I do. I don’t know what to think of this but it’s making me really upset. He says he loves me. But even in porn the man looks at the woman… What do you guys think could be the reason of this?