I know this is a dumb question so I’m sry. So I have a bit of an exhibitionist kink that I don’t really know how to satisfy and for years it’s been driving me crazy. I don’t think I’d ever want to do porn because I think it would really ruin my mental health but I’ve had the urge to do so since I was really young. The idea of being on a set naked in front of a bunch of people, getting dolled up by a makeup artist, getting an interview, and getting directed on the best way to position my body for the camera while having sex sounds like a completely breathtaking experience.
I’ve had this kink/itch since I was a teenager and it never quite went away and it just bothers me. In the past Ive tried posting videos on tumblr and sometimes bringing a camera into the bedroom but it’s just not the same. Having to get good at lighting, angles, camera equipment, editing, marketing, making and running social media accounts, interacting with fans, etc on top of everything else just made it seem more like a full time job than the fun model gig fantasy I have in my head.
Am I doomed to have this kink unfulfilled forever?
Edit: changed the wording of a sentence to be less sex work shaming. I phrased something really poorly and it was pretty offensive so I apologize.
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r/sex I know this is a dumb question so I’m sry. So I have a bit of an exhibitionist kink that I don’t really know how to satisfy and for years it’s been driving me crazy. I don’t think I’d ever want to do porn because I think it would really ruin my mental health but I’ve had the urge to do so since I was really young. The idea of being on a set naked in front of a bunch of people, getting dolled up by a makeup artist, getting an interview, and getting directed on the best way to position my body for the camera while having sex sounds like a completely breathtaking experience. I’ve had this kink/itch since I was a teenager and it never quite went away and it just bothers me. In the past Ive tried posting videos on tumblr and sometimes bringing a camera into the bedroom but it’s just not the same. Having to get good at lighting, angles, camera equipment, editing, marketing, making and running social media accounts, interacting with fans, etc on top of everything else just made it seem more like a full time job than the fun model gig fantasy I have in my head. Am I doomed to have this kink unfulfilled forever? Edit: changed the wording of a sentence to be less sex work shaming. I phrased something really poorly and it was pretty offensive so I apologize. submitted by /u/IndividualPoem7179 [link] [comments]
I know this is a dumb question so I’m sry. So I have a bit of an exhibitionist kink that I don’t really know how to satisfy and for years it’s been driving me crazy. I don’t think I’d ever want to do porn because I think it would really ruin my mental health but I’ve had the urge to do so since I was really young. The idea of being on a set naked in front of a bunch of people, getting dolled up by a makeup artist, getting an interview, and getting directed on the best way to position my body for the camera while having sex sounds like a completely breathtaking experience.
I’ve had this kink/itch since I was a teenager and it never quite went away and it just bothers me. In the past Ive tried posting videos on tumblr and sometimes bringing a camera into the bedroom but it’s just not the same. Having to get good at lighting, angles, camera equipment, editing, marketing, making and running social media accounts, interacting with fans, etc on top of everything else just made it seem more like a full time job than the fun model gig fantasy I have in my head.
Am I doomed to have this kink unfulfilled forever?
Edit: changed the wording of a sentence to be less sex work shaming. I phrased something really poorly and it was pretty offensive so I apologize.
submitted by /u/IndividualPoem7179
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