why such anger ? /u/Virtual_Bicycle_7838 Sex

So to keep it short, my bf and I in a healthy and love filled relationship. Recently we had sex and it was like our 2-3 Rd time it was like sooo bad. And after sex he told me that my vagina is not tight…I was aware that different bodies exist and it’s okay and atleast we can try diff poses and tricks to enjoy and resolve this problem. But after that statement even though I know that it’s not a big deal I felt a sudden feeling of anger. I think it was becuz he asked me, do u know why your vainga is that way? and all I could remember was the sexual assault, I had in my childhood. I know he would never make me feel bad about me, but without knowing he really messed me up and now I just don’t want sex for now. He tried to make it up with alots of lovely comments abt my body and declared his love for me but it just made me more angry……I don’t know what’s wrong with me

So to keep it short, my bf and I in a healthy and love filled relationship. Recently we had sex and it was like our 2-3 Rd time it was like sooo bad. And after sex he told me that my vagina is not tight…I was aware that different bodies exist and it’s okay and atleast we can try diff poses and tricks to enjoy and resolve this problem. But after that statement even though I know that it’s not a big deal I felt a sudden feeling of anger. I think it was becuz he asked me, do u know why your vainga is that way? and all I could remember was the sexual assault, I had in my childhood. I know he would never make me feel bad about me, but without knowing he really messed me up and now I just don’t want sex for now. He tried to make it up with alots of lovely comments abt my body and declared his love for me but it just made me more angry……I don’t know what’s wrong with me