Boyfriend started masturbating next to me when I said no to sex /u/Weirdsexquestionhelp Sex

I’m not sure if this is the correct subreddit, I apologize I just need some insight into a situation that recently happened to me…

I’m 27, boyfriend is 28. I called into work because I was feeling sickly, and spent the day resting. My boyfriend works night shift from home and I work day shift from home, so our sleeping schedules are reversed.

I always wake him up for work at night, about an hour before his shift starts so he can get ready. Usually we’ll lay in bed for a few minutes too talking before he goes to work, it’s kind of the only time we really get to spend together because my bedtime is shortly after.

Today I wasn’t feeling good, and he knew this but started massaging me around the legs, and I turned away to kind of non-verbally hint I wasn’t interested but he kept going, so I vocally let him know I didn’t feel good and wasn’t in the mood for sex. He seemed a little annoyed but didn’t say anything for about 30 seconds, before moving his hand under the covers and started to masturbate while looking at me. I didn’t know what to do and ended up caving in and having sex because the situation made me uncomfortable and that seemed to be the best way out of it at the time. But I feel weird and gross now ever since it happened, like there’s a film on me I cant get off. I don’t know why. Is this normal? Should I leave?

Apologies if I should move this to a different subreddit, I’m kind of new to posting but just need some insight.

I’m not sure if this is the correct subreddit, I apologize I just need some insight into a situation that recently happened to me…

I’m 27, boyfriend is 28. I called into work because I was feeling sickly, and spent the day resting. My boyfriend works night shift from home and I work day shift from home, so our sleeping schedules are reversed.

I always wake him up for work at night, about an hour before his shift starts so he can get ready. Usually we’ll lay in bed for a few minutes too talking before he goes to work, it’s kind of the only time we really get to spend together because my bedtime is shortly after.

Today I wasn’t feeling good, and he knew this but started massaging me around the legs, and I turned away to kind of non-verbally hint I wasn’t interested but he kept going, so I vocally let him know I didn’t feel good and wasn’t in the mood for sex. He seemed a little annoyed but didn’t say anything for about 30 seconds, before moving his hand under the covers and started to masturbate while looking at me. I didn’t know what to do and ended up caving in and having sex because the situation made me uncomfortable and that seemed to be the best way out of it at the time. But I feel weird and gross now ever since it happened, like there’s a film on me I cant get off. I don’t know why. Is this normal? Should I leave?

Apologies if I should move this to a different subreddit, I’m kind of new to posting but just need some insight.