I hate the smell of my vulva but my bf loves it /u/Altruistic-Button128 Sex

I a 21(F) just got into a relationship with my 22(M) boyfriend, he is my first relationship and my first sexual partner. I’ve always been self conscious about the way my vulva smells, my vulva usually has a strong musky smell that’s slightly sweet but my vagina doesn’t smell like much. Whenever I wash my vulva I go in with warm water and mild soap and for the first hour there is no smell, but then afterwards it always comes back. Anyway yesterday my bf went down on me after being out all day and he kept saying he loves the way I smell, but for whatever reason even though he tells me I still feel self-conscious that I couldn’t even enjoy the moment. I don’t understand how he can enjoy the smell when I don’t find it appealing. I feel like I should drop it but I feel so self-conscious that I don’t want to do anything intimate unless I just got out of shower.

I a 21(F) just got into a relationship with my 22(M) boyfriend, he is my first relationship and my first sexual partner. I’ve always been self conscious about the way my vulva smells, my vulva usually has a strong musky smell that’s slightly sweet but my vagina doesn’t smell like much. Whenever I wash my vulva I go in with warm water and mild soap and for the first hour there is no smell, but then afterwards it always comes back. Anyway yesterday my bf went down on me after being out all day and he kept saying he loves the way I smell, but for whatever reason even though he tells me I still feel self-conscious that I couldn’t even enjoy the moment. I don’t understand how he can enjoy the smell when I don’t find it appealing. I feel like I should drop it but I feel so self-conscious that I don’t want to do anything intimate unless I just got out of shower.