Y’all I know I shouldnt really be here whatsoever and I’m prob gonna be bullied off here BUT I need some help. I’m fifteen and obviously I’m developing and that also means sexually but I’ve noticed I don’t get turned on by love or affection and that having been sexually and mentally abused when I was younger is like the only thing that sways what I get turned on by and I HATE IT. Things like cnc or ageplay, I feel a deep disgust in myself for getting turned on by but I can’t control what I like, I’m even a feminist and this goes against everything I stand for. Yet at the end of the day, actually acting out these kinks or scenarios would mentally destroy me and I would hate the person who’d enact them with me which would be my partner. I can never and will never have sex or be in a loving relationship and it pisses me off to think it was all to do with that one fucking day and that one fucking guy, it was the only time I felt loved even if it was abuse. Obviously this is some heavy crap that a fifteen year old is worrying about you’re probably thinking kid get off this fucking subreddit and you’re right but please do give some advice
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r/sex Y’all I know I shouldnt really be here whatsoever and I’m prob gonna be bullied off here BUT I need some help. I’m fifteen and obviously I’m developing and that also means sexually but I’ve noticed I don’t get turned on by love or affection and that having been sexually and mentally abused when I was younger is like the only thing that sways what I get turned on by and I HATE IT. Things like cnc or ageplay, I feel a deep disgust in myself for getting turned on by but I can’t control what I like, I’m even a feminist and this goes against everything I stand for. Yet at the end of the day, actually acting out these kinks or scenarios would mentally destroy me and I would hate the person who’d enact them with me which would be my partner. I can never and will never have sex or be in a loving relationship and it pisses me off to think it was all to do with that one fucking day and that one fucking guy, it was the only time I felt loved even if it was abuse. Obviously this is some heavy crap that a fifteen year old is worrying about you’re probably thinking kid get off this fucking subreddit and you’re right but please do give some advice submitted by /u/Lxn4r [link] [comments]
Y’all I know I shouldnt really be here whatsoever and I’m prob gonna be bullied off here BUT I need some help. I’m fifteen and obviously I’m developing and that also means sexually but I’ve noticed I don’t get turned on by love or affection and that having been sexually and mentally abused when I was younger is like the only thing that sways what I get turned on by and I HATE IT. Things like cnc or ageplay, I feel a deep disgust in myself for getting turned on by but I can’t control what I like, I’m even a feminist and this goes against everything I stand for. Yet at the end of the day, actually acting out these kinks or scenarios would mentally destroy me and I would hate the person who’d enact them with me which would be my partner. I can never and will never have sex or be in a loving relationship and it pisses me off to think it was all to do with that one fucking day and that one fucking guy, it was the only time I felt loved even if it was abuse. Obviously this is some heavy crap that a fifteen year old is worrying about you’re probably thinking kid get off this fucking subreddit and you’re right but please do give some advice
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