I nut to The Ghoul from Fallout /u/Dookietwo Sex

I am fully serious. I’ve made a throwaway account as I don’t want this tarnishing my main. 😅 I’m a hetero woman and I’ve dated very passive, clingy men for the last couple of years. Which sucks as I’m naturally submissive, but somehow I’ve ended up more dominant. I think a part of me craves a more masculine man cuz I find The Ghoul so manly how he comes in and shows everyone who’s boss all of the time and I wish I could find that quality in someone minus the zombie aspect. I haven’t felt properly attracted to someone real in a long time, just occasionally an anime character. How can I start feeling attracted to real people again? I’m aware this is fcked up lol.

I am fully serious. I’ve made a throwaway account as I don’t want this tarnishing my main. 😅 I’m a hetero woman and I’ve dated very passive, clingy men for the last couple of years. Which sucks as I’m naturally submissive, but somehow I’ve ended up more dominant. I think a part of me craves a more masculine man cuz I find The Ghoul so manly how he comes in and shows everyone who’s boss all of the time and I wish I could find that quality in someone minus the zombie aspect. I haven’t felt properly attracted to someone real in a long time, just occasionally an anime character. How can I start feeling attracted to real people again? I’m aware this is fcked up lol.