scared to eat pussy , again tho? /u/Royal-Bug8991 Sex

(F23) So ive been straight most of my life but 4 years ago i found myself in my first “gay” experience as i was in a throuple with a man and a woman (it was just a physical relationship btw). during this period i ate her out and did a lot of things that ive never done before but i feel like i was pretty anxious while doing it. when i look back to that time i do regard the sex we had as fun tho i think lol. after we all stopped sleeping together, i still questioned whether or not i was gay/bisexual because i didnt know if i enjoyed eating her out. anyways havent been w a girl since but fast forward to now, for the past 5ish months ive met a girl who i’ve fallen for and we’re dating. shes a switch but mostly tops and she’s been really understanding w me being not ready yet since im not too experienced. but im just really anxious when it comes to giving pleasure. i feel like its so daunting and im scared. i done things to her w my hands before but i feel like im in my head a lot and i have stopped early and cried bc of my anxiety during me trying. so eating her out is really scary but i know i want to make her feel good but what if i dont like it. i feel like im pretty in deep with her, i love her a lot, and this thing has been put on the back burner for a while now but its starting to feel like im dragging it out and maybe pysching myself out more? any suggestions? should i just do it?

(F23) So ive been straight most of my life but 4 years ago i found myself in my first “gay” experience as i was in a throuple with a man and a woman (it was just a physical relationship btw). during this period i ate her out and did a lot of things that ive never done before but i feel like i was pretty anxious while doing it. when i look back to that time i do regard the sex we had as fun tho i think lol. after we all stopped sleeping together, i still questioned whether or not i was gay/bisexual because i didnt know if i enjoyed eating her out. anyways havent been w a girl since but fast forward to now, for the past 5ish months ive met a girl who i’ve fallen for and we’re dating. shes a switch but mostly tops and she’s been really understanding w me being not ready yet since im not too experienced. but im just really anxious when it comes to giving pleasure. i feel like its so daunting and im scared. i done things to her w my hands before but i feel like im in my head a lot and i have stopped early and cried bc of my anxiety during me trying. so eating her out is really scary but i know i want to make her feel good but what if i dont like it. i feel like im pretty in deep with her, i love her a lot, and this thing has been put on the back burner for a while now but its starting to feel like im dragging it out and maybe pysching myself out more? any suggestions? should i just do it?