Found out about their sexual history /u/Blood-Dependent Sex

I’ve (26M) been close friends with this woman (25F) and we’ve known each other for a couple years now, she’s very kind, she’s smart and beautiful, she communicates very well to me and she always buys me these personalized gifts and every time I try to refuse she insists. Kind of nuts right? Never knew someone like that existed. We’ve been in bed together (like cuddling nothing sexual, fully clothed) and we did bring up the topic of sex. She mentioned not being fully against it but would rather go through the steps properly like getting into a proper relationship and dating and all that. I didn’t think nothing of it. The other night we had our friend group over at her place (we live separately, I’m in school and she’s doing a masters so we don’t really have much disposable income) and one of her friends brought up the topic of sex and was making these remarks about her getting into all this “fun”. The friend (who was at this point very hammered) proceeded to say things like “what was it like doing two at once?” Or “your back must be molded to doggy”. She looked really embarrassed and a little sad that her friend brought it up. After the guests left I helped wash the dishes and clean up, before heading back to my place I asked her about what her friends meant and she asked me to sit down and I did. She then explains that she’s been sexually intimate with several men, two men she did at once and I was (and still am) completely shocked because she led me to believe that she was a virgin (I’m a virgin so I wanted to find someone like me) Her face is so innocent, gentle and soft that you would never guess. The problem is that for the past year I’ve been developing some real romantical feelings for this woman, but after that night I don’t feel them anymore, should I see a therapist? Is there something seriously wrong anymore? A few days past by and she asked me for coffee in our group chat with our friends but I didn’t say anything, I saw this woman as my future wife but now I don’t see anything at all, can I fix the way I see things? I don’t really know what to do

I’ve (26M) been close friends with this woman (25F) and we’ve known each other for a couple years now, she’s very kind, she’s smart and beautiful, she communicates very well to me and she always buys me these personalized gifts and every time I try to refuse she insists. Kind of nuts right? Never knew someone like that existed. We’ve been in bed together (like cuddling nothing sexual, fully clothed) and we did bring up the topic of sex. She mentioned not being fully against it but would rather go through the steps properly like getting into a proper relationship and dating and all that. I didn’t think nothing of it. The other night we had our friend group over at her place (we live separately, I’m in school and she’s doing a masters so we don’t really have much disposable income) and one of her friends brought up the topic of sex and was making these remarks about her getting into all this “fun”. The friend (who was at this point very hammered) proceeded to say things like “what was it like doing two at once?” Or “your back must be molded to doggy”. She looked really embarrassed and a little sad that her friend brought it up. After the guests left I helped wash the dishes and clean up, before heading back to my place I asked her about what her friends meant and she asked me to sit down and I did. She then explains that she’s been sexually intimate with several men, two men she did at once and I was (and still am) completely shocked because she led me to believe that she was a virgin (I’m a virgin so I wanted to find someone like me) Her face is so innocent, gentle and soft that you would never guess. The problem is that for the past year I’ve been developing some real romantical feelings for this woman, but after that night I don’t feel them anymore, should I see a therapist? Is there something seriously wrong anymore? A few days past by and she asked me for coffee in our group chat with our friends but I didn’t say anything, I saw this woman as my future wife but now I don’t see anything at all, can I fix the way I see things? I don’t really know what to do