I’ve been fantasizing about different kinks for years now and everytime I masturbate to them, I feel really guilty. I’m an totally open person regarding kinks and as long no one gets harmed in any way, I don’t care. I do have a problematic past with my sexuality, having been abused by different men on different times of my life. I do think it’s part of feeling guilty. I mostly fantasise about doing sadistic things, which lead to more than just some whipping. Sometimes I do fantasise about non consensual stuff. Sometimes even having intercourse with a specific animal. I would never do anything like that in real life, but I still feel extremely bad for even fantazising about it. I don’t even think I could roleplay anything like it, because I get feelings of disgust. I think it’s also good to mention, that I normally feel disgusted by myself during sex or masturbation. Do you have any ideas how I could cope with those feelings? I shouldn’t feel guilty for having fantasies.
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r/sex I’ve been fantasizing about different kinks for years now and everytime I masturbate to them, I feel really guilty. I’m an totally open person regarding kinks and as long no one gets harmed in any way, I don’t care. I do have a problematic past with my sexuality, having been abused by different men on different times of my life. I do think it’s part of feeling guilty. I mostly fantasise about doing sadistic things, which lead to more than just some whipping. Sometimes I do fantasise about non consensual stuff. Sometimes even having intercourse with a specific animal. I would never do anything like that in real life, but I still feel extremely bad for even fantazising about it. I don’t even think I could roleplay anything like it, because I get feelings of disgust. I think it’s also good to mention, that I normally feel disgusted by myself during sex or masturbation. Do you have any ideas how I could cope with those feelings? I shouldn’t feel guilty for having fantasies. submitted by /u/akwardpersoneveryday [link] [comments]
I’ve been fantasizing about different kinks for years now and everytime I masturbate to them, I feel really guilty. I’m an totally open person regarding kinks and as long no one gets harmed in any way, I don’t care. I do have a problematic past with my sexuality, having been abused by different men on different times of my life. I do think it’s part of feeling guilty. I mostly fantasise about doing sadistic things, which lead to more than just some whipping. Sometimes I do fantasise about non consensual stuff. Sometimes even having intercourse with a specific animal. I would never do anything like that in real life, but I still feel extremely bad for even fantazising about it. I don’t even think I could roleplay anything like it, because I get feelings of disgust. I think it’s also good to mention, that I normally feel disgusted by myself during sex or masturbation. Do you have any ideas how I could cope with those feelings? I shouldn’t feel guilty for having fantasies.
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