Masturbating at the thought of a specific person /u/Extreme-Leg-8674 Sex

I will probably delete this for safety soon enough. I am a married woman, married to an emotionally abusive man for context.

I can’t help but masterbate to the thought of a specific ‘other’ man. He is sexy. His voice draws me in. He is extremely charismatic. He has a million-dollar smile… and sometimes, I am the recipient of that smile. His hair… Anyways, I’ve never been able to do this before (33F). I just imagine all that I want him to say and do to me, and I orgasm in less than 5min each time. I have never been so physically attracted to someone in my life.

What do I do? How do I stop? Or should I stop? The thought of him is so intoxicating… (we are both attractive people, on the same level, btw)

I will probably delete this for safety soon enough. I am a married woman, married to an emotionally abusive man for context.

I can’t help but masterbate to the thought of a specific ‘other’ man. He is sexy. His voice draws me in. He is extremely charismatic. He has a million-dollar smile… and sometimes, I am the recipient of that smile. His hair… Anyways, I’ve never been able to do this before (33F). I just imagine all that I want him to say and do to me, and I orgasm in less than 5min each time. I have never been so physically attracted to someone in my life.

What do I do? How do I stop? Or should I stop? The thought of him is so intoxicating… (we are both attractive people, on the same level, btw)