I (19)feel like i handle anything sexual badly, like i cant handle my emotions /u/TransgenderPansexual Sex

And not like im gonna start crying when i have sex or anything either. Every time i start having sex with a new partner its like emotionally i cant handle it. In the moment its hot and i get wet but like an hour after i just start feeling horrible. When i first started sexting i felt this way too, like my mental health just got really bad until i got over it ig

Like today i got sexual w my friend today for the first time w him and now i cant even stomach looking at myself. I havnt eaten and im crying on and off. I got really wet, like disgustingly wet and every time i think about it i want to curl up and die!!!!! But i think hes really cute and i actually liked the sex, ive been waiting on this for weeks.

And not like im gonna start crying when i have sex or anything either. Every time i start having sex with a new partner its like emotionally i cant handle it. In the moment its hot and i get wet but like an hour after i just start feeling horrible. When i first started sexting i felt this way too, like my mental health just got really bad until i got over it ig

Like today i got sexual w my friend today for the first time w him and now i cant even stomach looking at myself. I havnt eaten and im crying on and off. I got really wet, like disgustingly wet and every time i think about it i want to curl up and die!!!!! But i think hes really cute and i actually liked the sex, ive been waiting on this for weeks.