should I try digital product selling or just apply in the army? /u/Shoddy-Blacksmith723 CSCQ protests reddit

I don’t know if I should enter digital product selling, but I am not into business, though I am into arts, poetry, novels, and a lot more.

I am thinking whether I should just continue applying in the military (Philippines). Since in the army, I can have salary. whether or not there’s a lot of job to do or not much, I can still earn every month of a salary. But I know, it will limit my freedom to do everything.

And honestly, I don’t know what I want. I am happy with this freelance job, but it didn’t give me secure income. Not kind of job where I can grow old and still working with it. I’m confused, lost, I really don’t know what to do. I need someone to help me figure things out.

I talked to my friends and partner, all they tell me was, it is up to me. the decision is on me. but how can I know when I am lost? I even don’t know where to start or what to do.

I don’t know if I should enter digital product selling, but I am not into business, though I am into arts, poetry, novels, and a lot more.

I am thinking whether I should just continue applying in the military (Philippines). Since in the army, I can have salary. whether or not there’s a lot of job to do or not much, I can still earn every month of a salary. But I know, it will limit my freedom to do everything.

And honestly, I don’t know what I want. I am happy with this freelance job, but it didn’t give me secure income. Not kind of job where I can grow old and still working with it. I’m confused, lost, I really don’t know what to do. I need someone to help me figure things out.

I talked to my friends and partner, all they tell me was, it is up to me. the decision is on me. but how can I know when I am lost? I even don’t know where to start or what to do.