I miss sucking his dick /u/DilapidatedStructure Sex

I miss giving oral sex… to someone I care about, there’s just something special about it and I orgasm so hard, but now I have nothing and it’s hard to find connections like that. The truth is that while sex isn’t the most important thing to me, I need to feel loved, valued, I want my partner to be proud to call me theirs and I of them. So I guess I’ll just watch women suck dicks, but even that’s not the same. It’s not the same because I’m still recovering ❤️‍🩹 I used to be able to watch that without thinking twice about it but I have been in such a shitty mood, I can’t even enjoy myself doing that anymore. I want exclusivity and I want that dick tested before I put it in my mouth. Y’all, truthfully, it’s embarrassing for me to post this but I’ve been dying to express myself to someone about this, and I have no one so here I am 😩

I miss giving oral sex… to someone I care about, there’s just something special about it and I orgasm so hard, but now I have nothing and it’s hard to find connections like that. The truth is that while sex isn’t the most important thing to me, I need to feel loved, valued, I want my partner to be proud to call me theirs and I of them. So I guess I’ll just watch women suck dicks, but even that’s not the same. It’s not the same because I’m still recovering ❤️‍🩹 I used to be able to watch that without thinking twice about it but I have been in such a shitty mood, I can’t even enjoy myself doing that anymore. I want exclusivity and I want that dick tested before I put it in my mouth. Y’all, truthfully, it’s embarrassing for me to post this but I’ve been dying to express myself to someone about this, and I have no one so here I am 😩