what do i do /u/slayngel06 Sex

so i was having sex with my boyfriend yesterday, and he was like pushing his dick on my butthole. he asked if he could put it in my ass and i said no. he did it anyways (no lube or anything) and it hurt so bad. ive never had any anal sex or anything up my ass, so i said “ow ow ow” and he pulled out right away. idk if this is 🍇 or anything, but im really emotionally hurt. i never ever wanted to do anal before and it wasnt until i met him that i was open to it. a few days ago i told him that id try it with him but i told him i need to stretch my asshole first and that he has to get lube. idk why he went and did it anyways knowing i was open to it but idk what to do. i dont wna break up but i dont know how to move past this. hes apologized so many times but idk i feel like why would he even do that in the first place? anyways if anyone has advice lmk

so i was having sex with my boyfriend yesterday, and he was like pushing his dick on my butthole. he asked if he could put it in my ass and i said no. he did it anyways (no lube or anything) and it hurt so bad. ive never had any anal sex or anything up my ass, so i said “ow ow ow” and he pulled out right away. idk if this is 🍇 or anything, but im really emotionally hurt. i never ever wanted to do anal before and it wasnt until i met him that i was open to it. a few days ago i told him that id try it with him but i told him i need to stretch my asshole first and that he has to get lube. idk why he went and did it anyways knowing i was open to it but idk what to do. i dont wna break up but i dont know how to move past this. hes apologized so many times but idk i feel like why would he even do that in the first place? anyways if anyone has advice lmk