Embarrassed about climaxing /u/Fuzzy-Depth-3869 Sex

This is probably the most embarrassing thing im ever going to post in my life. I just got out of a year long relationship and during this relationship we had sex a lot but every time i came, I cry. This happens even when I masturbate and i have no idea why. I had sex with other people before i got with my most recent ex but this issue only started occurring after i got with him. It’s not even because i get sad or embarrassed but every time i cum i just seem to bubble up and start crying and it’s embarrassing! I was at a nightclub last weekend and had the opportunity to go back to a guys house and i did but we didn’t go any further than foreplay for the exact reason of this post. If anyone knows why this might be happening or if this is even normal, please help a girl out and help me come up with ways to stop it if that’s even possible 🥲

This is probably the most embarrassing thing im ever going to post in my life. I just got out of a year long relationship and during this relationship we had sex a lot but every time i came, I cry. This happens even when I masturbate and i have no idea why. I had sex with other people before i got with my most recent ex but this issue only started occurring after i got with him. It’s not even because i get sad or embarrassed but every time i cum i just seem to bubble up and start crying and it’s embarrassing! I was at a nightclub last weekend and had the opportunity to go back to a guys house and i did but we didn’t go any further than foreplay for the exact reason of this post. If anyone knows why this might be happening or if this is even normal, please help a girl out and help me come up with ways to stop it if that’s even possible 🥲