I, (25F) and my friend (25M) ended up having extremely intimate sex the other night. This isn’t the first time we’ve had sex, but this is the first time where it felt like we were making love and not just FWB. In missionary, he struggled not to cum multiple times just from eye contact with me, or even just looking at my face. There was one point where he wasn’t even thrusting, and looking at my face made him pull out because it was too much. He made many claims that this was something he only struggled with with me, and he’s never had this problem with prior partners. In fact, he’s only had the opposite problem in the past. He apparently came 5-7 times, and I didn’t find out until after that this happened the last time we had sex which was almost a year ago. I was caught off guard (happily) at how intimate he was with me, it was so passionate and unlike anything I’ve ever experienced. He was verbal, telling me how good I felt, etc.. Even when he kissed me it was intense and if I pulled back he’d grab my head because he didn’t want to stop. He also wouldn’t stop smiling at me, and there was one point where I just hugged him tightly during it all because I was just overstimulated and needed grounding, and he just held me and comforted me. This was the first time a man’s ever made me cum from head, and I even let him cum in my mouth and swallowed when we were finally done, something I’ve never done with anyone else. I’ve had sex, I’ve fucked, but this was different. He handled me with so much care and it felt like we didn’t even have to communicate verbally to know how to please each other. I wasn’t wearing any makeup, and when he showed up I was in a pair of old sweats and a big t shirt, so it’s not like I was over dressed or in lingerie to impress. I honestly didn’t expect it to be anymore than a hang out to catch up, so this has my head spinning lol. We have a long and complicated history and I care about him very much, but I struggle to read people’s feelings unless they outright tell me, which is why I need an unbiased opinion, because I’m afraid of my friends just telling me what they think I want to hear. He’s rejected me before because we live several hours away, but he also has been open that he’s attracted to me which sometimes confuses me. I really keep my expectations low when I believe someone might love me, due to past issues which I am in therapy for. HELP LOL!!
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r/sex I, (25F) and my friend (25M) ended up having extremely intimate sex the other night. This isn’t the first time we’ve had sex, but this is the first time where it felt like we were making love and not just FWB. In missionary, he struggled not to cum multiple times just from eye contact with me, or even just looking at my face. There was one point where he wasn’t even thrusting, and looking at my face made him pull out because it was too much. He made many claims that this was something he only struggled with with me, and he’s never had this problem with prior partners. In fact, he’s only had the opposite problem in the past. He apparently came 5-7 times, and I didn’t find out until after that this happened the last time we had sex which was almost a year ago. I was caught off guard (happily) at how intimate he was with me, it was so passionate and unlike anything I’ve ever experienced. He was verbal, telling me how good I felt, etc.. Even when he kissed me it was intense and if I pulled back he’d grab my head because he didn’t want to stop. He also wouldn’t stop smiling at me, and there was one point where I just hugged him tightly during it all because I was just overstimulated and needed grounding, and he just held me and comforted me. This was the first time a man’s ever made me cum from head, and I even let him cum in my mouth and swallowed when we were finally done, something I’ve never done with anyone else. I’ve had sex, I’ve fucked, but this was different. He handled me with so much care and it felt like we didn’t even have to communicate verbally to know how to please each other. I wasn’t wearing any makeup, and when he showed up I was in a pair of old sweats and a big t shirt, so it’s not like I was over dressed or in lingerie to impress. I honestly didn’t expect it to be anymore than a hang out to catch up, so this has my head spinning lol. We have a long and complicated history and I care about him very much, but I struggle to read people’s feelings unless they outright tell me, which is why I need an unbiased opinion, because I’m afraid of my friends just telling me what they think I want to hear. He’s rejected me before because we live several hours away, but he also has been open that he’s attracted to me which sometimes confuses me. I really keep my expectations low when I believe someone might love me, due to past issues which I am in therapy for. HELP LOL!! submitted by /u/Most_Might949 [link] [comments]
I, (25F) and my friend (25M) ended up having extremely intimate sex the other night. This isn’t the first time we’ve had sex, but this is the first time where it felt like we were making love and not just FWB. In missionary, he struggled not to cum multiple times just from eye contact with me, or even just looking at my face. There was one point where he wasn’t even thrusting, and looking at my face made him pull out because it was too much. He made many claims that this was something he only struggled with with me, and he’s never had this problem with prior partners. In fact, he’s only had the opposite problem in the past. He apparently came 5-7 times, and I didn’t find out until after that this happened the last time we had sex which was almost a year ago. I was caught off guard (happily) at how intimate he was with me, it was so passionate and unlike anything I’ve ever experienced. He was verbal, telling me how good I felt, etc.. Even when he kissed me it was intense and if I pulled back he’d grab my head because he didn’t want to stop. He also wouldn’t stop smiling at me, and there was one point where I just hugged him tightly during it all because I was just overstimulated and needed grounding, and he just held me and comforted me. This was the first time a man’s ever made me cum from head, and I even let him cum in my mouth and swallowed when we were finally done, something I’ve never done with anyone else. I’ve had sex, I’ve fucked, but this was different. He handled me with so much care and it felt like we didn’t even have to communicate verbally to know how to please each other. I wasn’t wearing any makeup, and when he showed up I was in a pair of old sweats and a big t shirt, so it’s not like I was over dressed or in lingerie to impress. I honestly didn’t expect it to be anymore than a hang out to catch up, so this has my head spinning lol. We have a long and complicated history and I care about him very much, but I struggle to read people’s feelings unless they outright tell me, which is why I need an unbiased opinion, because I’m afraid of my friends just telling me what they think I want to hear. He’s rejected me before because we live several hours away, but he also has been open that he’s attracted to me which sometimes confuses me. I really keep my expectations low when I believe someone might love me, due to past issues which I am in therapy for. HELP LOL!!
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