Is it my body hard to get orgasm (F20) or bf’s penis is the problem? /u/FlyLeather1648 Sex

I have several partners before him, mostly arverage size (5.5in around). Some can hit the spot many times during the relationship, some guys just really rare. Usually i need round 2 to feel fully arousal and get more pleasure than round 1. No one can make me cum, i just cum from ciltoris. When guys do for me, they have to use vibrator because it takes too long for me to cum just by hands. When i watch porn + vibrator: 30s ~ 5mins (more if i want). Porn + hand: 15mins. No porn + hand: >15mins (has to be really concentrate). I have a dildo (6.2in), a straight one, usually use it in missionary position, and usually hit the spot. But in some days it kinda meh, doesnt feel good like other days. It really depends on how much i was turned on and how horny i am.

I found out i like deep penetration, i think we call it A spot (up near the cervix). Some guys have big penis but did not fcked me hard, so i dont feel anything. If they did hard, not necessary hit the spot, it really depends on my body at that time. But guys with larger ones have chances for hitting the spot, guys with too small one (for me <4.5in) have no chance to hit the spot although i apreciate that they did their best!

Back to my current bf, he has an average one. Not the biggest i have ever seen irl, but not a small one also. But it curves down, and i have zero experience with a curve one. The girth is nice to me. The length is also nice (i think so, around 5 ~ 5.5in). But it rarely hits the spot. One time reverse cowgirl and then it hits, im really surprise, but than i changed position of my legs and than its gone and i couldnt find it anymore 😭. When we do missionary, he did it hard but i hardly feel anything. I do like doggy, one time when he first came in it feels reallyyyy good. It usually feels good with doggy, but still not hitting the spot.

Is it because my bfs penis is not large enough, or because of my body? What position u guys suggest me? My bf is a really sweet boy. He cares about my pleasure. We kinda match the libido, passionate energy. But just this one problem made me really think.

I have several partners before him, mostly arverage size (5.5in around). Some can hit the spot many times during the relationship, some guys just really rare. Usually i need round 2 to feel fully arousal and get more pleasure than round 1. No one can make me cum, i just cum from ciltoris. When guys do for me, they have to use vibrator because it takes too long for me to cum just by hands. When i watch porn + vibrator: 30s ~ 5mins (more if i want). Porn + hand: 15mins. No porn + hand: >15mins (has to be really concentrate). I have a dildo (6.2in), a straight one, usually use it in missionary position, and usually hit the spot. But in some days it kinda meh, doesnt feel good like other days. It really depends on how much i was turned on and how horny i am.

I found out i like deep penetration, i think we call it A spot (up near the cervix). Some guys have big penis but did not fcked me hard, so i dont feel anything. If they did hard, not necessary hit the spot, it really depends on my body at that time. But guys with larger ones have chances for hitting the spot, guys with too small one (for me <4.5in) have no chance to hit the spot although i apreciate that they did their best!

Back to my current bf, he has an average one. Not the biggest i have ever seen irl, but not a small one also. But it curves down, and i have zero experience with a curve one. The girth is nice to me. The length is also nice (i think so, around 5 ~ 5.5in). But it rarely hits the spot. One time reverse cowgirl and then it hits, im really surprise, but than i changed position of my legs and than its gone and i couldnt find it anymore 😭. When we do missionary, he did it hard but i hardly feel anything. I do like doggy, one time when he first came in it feels reallyyyy good. It usually feels good with doggy, but still not hitting the spot.

Is it because my bfs penis is not large enough, or because of my body? What position u guys suggest me? My bf is a really sweet boy. He cares about my pleasure. We kinda match the libido, passionate energy. But just this one problem made me really think.