I’m scared of being a bottom /u/Unknown_Content_exe Sex

I’ve been dating this guy (I’m also a guy) over long distance for a little bit and one day we’re planning to meet irl in either one of our countries. I get so excited about it and constantly think of what we’re going to do together both inside and outside of the bedroom.

Then it hit me, he’s probably going to be the one fucking me. He’s absolutely the top in the relationship and I love it. But I’ve never really thought of or fantasized of…taking it from the back. I’ve always thought of myself being the one (mainly because for the longest time I thought I was straight and then I realized I’m bisexual). I hear that it actually kinda hurts, and I’m not sure how to feel about it. I’m willing to try it tho, but idk it’s still kinda scary. Anyone have any thoughts on this?

I’ve been dating this guy (I’m also a guy) over long distance for a little bit and one day we’re planning to meet irl in either one of our countries. I get so excited about it and constantly think of what we’re going to do together both inside and outside of the bedroom.

Then it hit me, he’s probably going to be the one fucking me. He’s absolutely the top in the relationship and I love it. But I’ve never really thought of or fantasized of…taking it from the back. I’ve always thought of myself being the one (mainly because for the longest time I thought I was straight and then I realized I’m bisexual). I hear that it actually kinda hurts, and I’m not sure how to feel about it. I’m willing to try it tho, but idk it’s still kinda scary. Anyone have any thoughts on this?