Do you have any advice on how to forget someone you had a really strong sexual chemistry? /u/BawBowTeuw Sex

Context : 35M single since 2 years now. Quite high sex drive (compared to my male friends). My ex (30F) and I were together during 7 years. We broke up 2 years ago and went no contact at all (for a good reason, so I won’t contact her). I had several partners before her and so did she. I had several partners since the breakup too. But the physical chemistry with her was something way behond what I experienced before and after. Like not even on the same scale of comparison…. My other sexual experiences seems tasteless… And don’t gives me the same satisfaction. And it had nothing to do with the duration of the relationship or love. From the first time we had sex something clicked and was really special between the two of us. Our relation started as a casual sexual passion first, so we explored a lot of things together and had the same kinks. We were both obsessed with the smell/taste/skin/desir/pleasure of each other. One thing I am sure is that the chemistry (and love) was mutual during almost all the relation (when we broke up she had the audacity to ask me if we could still be FWB because I was her best… I obviously said no as this was completely fucked up 😅).

Problem is : I have recently came to the realisation that I was obsessed (and still) by my ex body and our sexuality. I really don’t know how to verbalise it otherwise but I can’t stop thinking about it (on the other hand I barely think of her romanticly or with nostalgy). During all our relationship, I couldn’t stop craving her. When I was awake. But also during my sleep, This was causing me to wake up randomly in the middle of the night craving for her and not being able to fall asleep. (I never experienced that level of desir before or after. especially on a long period). Like a need to breath or a fever than only her body could satisfy… And as much as I have resentment towards her person, I can’t stop craving for these hot moments spent together. Visual flashes of moments we spent. Sensation. Feelings. Her screams… It’s haunting me a lot and at random moments of the day to the point where I struggle to think straight quite a lot… And nothing seems to satisfy this thirst on a long period…

Anyone here had the same problem? How did you deal with it?

Thank for your help.

Context : 35M single since 2 years now. Quite high sex drive (compared to my male friends). My ex (30F) and I were together during 7 years. We broke up 2 years ago and went no contact at all (for a good reason, so I won’t contact her). I had several partners before her and so did she. I had several partners since the breakup too. But the physical chemistry with her was something way behond what I experienced before and after. Like not even on the same scale of comparison…. My other sexual experiences seems tasteless… And don’t gives me the same satisfaction. And it had nothing to do with the duration of the relationship or love. From the first time we had sex something clicked and was really special between the two of us. Our relation started as a casual sexual passion first, so we explored a lot of things together and had the same kinks. We were both obsessed with the smell/taste/skin/desir/pleasure of each other. One thing I am sure is that the chemistry (and love) was mutual during almost all the relation (when we broke up she had the audacity to ask me if we could still be FWB because I was her best… I obviously said no as this was completely fucked up 😅).

Problem is : I have recently came to the realisation that I was obsessed (and still) by my ex body and our sexuality. I really don’t know how to verbalise it otherwise but I can’t stop thinking about it (on the other hand I barely think of her romanticly or with nostalgy). During all our relationship, I couldn’t stop craving her. When I was awake. But also during my sleep, This was causing me to wake up randomly in the middle of the night craving for her and not being able to fall asleep. (I never experienced that level of desir before or after. especially on a long period). Like a need to breath or a fever than only her body could satisfy… And as much as I have resentment towards her person, I can’t stop craving for these hot moments spent together. Visual flashes of moments we spent. Sensation. Feelings. Her screams… It’s haunting me a lot and at random moments of the day to the point where I struggle to think straight quite a lot… And nothing seems to satisfy this thirst on a long period…

Anyone here had the same problem? How did you deal with it?

Thank for your help.