Uncomfortable penetration : how to improve? /u/Adorableladyyy Sex

I (18F) lost my virginity to an older man about 2 months ago (I like older men). We are not officially dating and it’s more of a FWB situation, so it’s just sexual.

I am very petite and in contrast he’s way larger than me and he has a very big penis (like massive). He is also into rough sex and going all the way deep, and I feel like I’m being split in half. Unfortunately, communication is not one of my strengths so I don’t really tell him what to do + I don’t really know it myself because I’m unexperienced.

I’m wondering if you have any tips on how to make it more pleasurable for me? Is it normal to feel this as I’m still relatively new to sex? How can I tell him about this?

I (18F) lost my virginity to an older man about 2 months ago (I like older men). We are not officially dating and it’s more of a FWB situation, so it’s just sexual.

I am very petite and in contrast he’s way larger than me and he has a very big penis (like massive). He is also into rough sex and going all the way deep, and I feel like I’m being split in half. Unfortunately, communication is not one of my strengths so I don’t really tell him what to do + I don’t really know it myself because I’m unexperienced.

I’m wondering if you have any tips on how to make it more pleasurable for me? Is it normal to feel this as I’m still relatively new to sex? How can I tell him about this?