Regretting casual hookup /u/Immediate_Cat_2515 Sex

I’ve never had a casual hookup. Only ever been with people I was romantically involved in. We ( my hookup) did oral a few times and it was good vibes. We finally slept together and I don’t know how I feel. He didn’t make sure or even ask if I finished. During the actual act I really didn’t feel anything, at times it felt good but I think I just was dissociating. After he finished I told him he can take me home and he asked to hangout for a little. That was kind of a relief as I didn’t wanna be thrown out after. No after care, no cuddles nothing, occasionally touch my leg but that’s it. Then we just spent next 30 minutes pretty much in silence as he showed me videos in his camera roll. I found that very odd and I really didn’t care I would’ve rather gone home but didn’t wanna be rude. Idk I am wondering if he also didn’t really enjoy it or I’m just overthinking but I didn’t really leave there feeling great?

I’ve never had a casual hookup. Only ever been with people I was romantically involved in. We ( my hookup) did oral a few times and it was good vibes. We finally slept together and I don’t know how I feel. He didn’t make sure or even ask if I finished. During the actual act I really didn’t feel anything, at times it felt good but I think I just was dissociating. After he finished I told him he can take me home and he asked to hangout for a little. That was kind of a relief as I didn’t wanna be thrown out after. No after care, no cuddles nothing, occasionally touch my leg but that’s it. Then we just spent next 30 minutes pretty much in silence as he showed me videos in his camera roll. I found that very odd and I really didn’t care I would’ve rather gone home but didn’t wanna be rude. Idk I am wondering if he also didn’t really enjoy it or I’m just overthinking but I didn’t really leave there feeling great?