(31F) happily married with beautiful healthy kids, but this housewife life doesn’t allow for much sexual activity. so both me and my husband has been struggling with the frustration for a while now.
so recently he found an event that was almost an orgy? and suggested we go check it out. tbh we have never done these stuff and we havent had much sex outside of marriage so it was very new, but with the frustration pent up i just agreed without a second thought.
we went there a while ago and it was bigger than i thought, and with all the atmosphere that is going on and the drinks, one thing let to another and i ended up sleeping with too many people. although it was consensual both on my side and my husbands, i feel like at the heat of the moment i didnt realize that i was doing too much.
it was only after i sobered up that i realized what i had done.
and eversince then, i cant stop feeling guilt even tho i know it might seem that i didnt do anything wrong. it is my maternal side and also the religious side that kinda makes me want to be this perfect pure mother and is disgusted by what i did.
so im confused if i should accept that side and be ok with it, or just forget it and move on and never do it again.
the confusion is mind bugging so any advice is appreciated
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r/sex (31F) happily married with beautiful healthy kids, but this housewife life doesn’t allow for much sexual activity. so both me and my husband has been struggling with the frustration for a while now. so recently he found an event that was almost an orgy? and suggested we go check it out. tbh we have never done these stuff and we havent had much sex outside of marriage so it was very new, but with the frustration pent up i just agreed without a second thought. we went there a while ago and it was bigger than i thought, and with all the atmosphere that is going on and the drinks, one thing let to another and i ended up sleeping with too many people. although it was consensual both on my side and my husbands, i feel like at the heat of the moment i didnt realize that i was doing too much. it was only after i sobered up that i realized what i had done. and eversince then, i cant stop feeling guilt even tho i know it might seem that i didnt do anything wrong. it is my maternal side and also the religious side that kinda makes me want to be this perfect pure mother and is disgusted by what i did. so im confused if i should accept that side and be ok with it, or just forget it and move on and never do it again. the confusion is mind bugging so any advice is appreciated submitted by /u/Lopsided_Barber9605 [link] [comments]
(31F) happily married with beautiful healthy kids, but this housewife life doesn’t allow for much sexual activity. so both me and my husband has been struggling with the frustration for a while now.
so recently he found an event that was almost an orgy? and suggested we go check it out. tbh we have never done these stuff and we havent had much sex outside of marriage so it was very new, but with the frustration pent up i just agreed without a second thought.
we went there a while ago and it was bigger than i thought, and with all the atmosphere that is going on and the drinks, one thing let to another and i ended up sleeping with too many people. although it was consensual both on my side and my husbands, i feel like at the heat of the moment i didnt realize that i was doing too much.
it was only after i sobered up that i realized what i had done.
and eversince then, i cant stop feeling guilt even tho i know it might seem that i didnt do anything wrong. it is my maternal side and also the religious side that kinda makes me want to be this perfect pure mother and is disgusted by what i did.
so im confused if i should accept that side and be ok with it, or just forget it and move on and never do it again.
the confusion is mind bugging so any advice is appreciated
submitted by /u/Lopsided_Barber9605
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