My bf (25) told me (24) that he has a sex machine. How should I feel? Help! /u/Blissfulsunset23 Sex

I’m really needing some advice! Me and my boyfriend was redoing his bedroom and I was curious as to where he kept his sex toys because we’ve been together a year and he’s seen all of mine but I’ve never seen where he keeps his. There’s ones which I already know about as we’re both in to butt play because the g spot is up there for a man and when I asked him he went all strange and left the room to do something else never answered so I asked him later on in bed about why he went all strange and said to him “what are you hiding a sex machine or something” as a joke but his face widened and he told me he is but he didn’t want to tell me because he’s worried of what I would think of him and doesn’t want me to think he’s gay and has been experimenting since 16 years old. He tells me he likes it but also feels ashamed and thinks it’s gay and has always liked the idea of a women dominating him. I reassured him that I’m okay with it and he’s always known I’m okay because he said himself I encourage it. But I’m thinking about it now and I’m a bit torn only because it’s completely new to me and I can’t believe we’ve been together a year and he hid it from me all this time. He also told me he has 4 pocket pussys which he uses as well on the machine which I guess im fine with because women have toys why can’t men right? But it’s just that everytime he’s told me about them he says he binned them years ago it just worries me because he’s lied to me and hid those things all this time and feels like he can’t be open for some reason. I have no one to talk to about this what do you guys think? A anal sex machine is pretty wild and it’s new for me. I mean I do like the idea but also at the same time I can’t help feel a bit strange and weird about it just because it’s pretty out there.

I’m really needing some advice! Me and my boyfriend was redoing his bedroom and I was curious as to where he kept his sex toys because we’ve been together a year and he’s seen all of mine but I’ve never seen where he keeps his. There’s ones which I already know about as we’re both in to butt play because the g spot is up there for a man and when I asked him he went all strange and left the room to do something else never answered so I asked him later on in bed about why he went all strange and said to him “what are you hiding a sex machine or something” as a joke but his face widened and he told me he is but he didn’t want to tell me because he’s worried of what I would think of him and doesn’t want me to think he’s gay and has been experimenting since 16 years old. He tells me he likes it but also feels ashamed and thinks it’s gay and has always liked the idea of a women dominating him. I reassured him that I’m okay with it and he’s always known I’m okay because he said himself I encourage it. But I’m thinking about it now and I’m a bit torn only because it’s completely new to me and I can’t believe we’ve been together a year and he hid it from me all this time. He also told me he has 4 pocket pussys which he uses as well on the machine which I guess im fine with because women have toys why can’t men right? But it’s just that everytime he’s told me about them he says he binned them years ago it just worries me because he’s lied to me and hid those things all this time and feels like he can’t be open for some reason. I have no one to talk to about this what do you guys think? A anal sex machine is pretty wild and it’s new for me. I mean I do like the idea but also at the same time I can’t help feel a bit strange and weird about it just because it’s pretty out there.