Intimacy After Weight Gain /u/EmbarrassedMonitor96 Sex

(30F) 5’1 180lbs, I’ve gone through a lot since 2020 I went from maintaining a figure of 130 to jumping up to 200 in less than a year, I was diagnosed with hypothyroidism and no matter how hard I try this weight won’t come off. I’ve managed to lose about 20 pounds but I’m talking to a guy I’ve know since HS we are both 30 and no longer kids and I want to fuck him but I am so so scared of how he’s gonna view my naked body. He’s really sweet and thinks I am very attractive and that is true I am IN THE FACE. Not so much body. My belly and boobs are jiggly and flabby and I’m debating on not seeing him bc of how ashamed I am of myself. Any advice?

(30F) 5’1 180lbs, I’ve gone through a lot since 2020 I went from maintaining a figure of 130 to jumping up to 200 in less than a year, I was diagnosed with hypothyroidism and no matter how hard I try this weight won’t come off. I’ve managed to lose about 20 pounds but I’m talking to a guy I’ve know since HS we are both 30 and no longer kids and I want to fuck him but I am so so scared of how he’s gonna view my naked body. He’s really sweet and thinks I am very attractive and that is true I am IN THE FACE. Not so much body. My belly and boobs are jiggly and flabby and I’m debating on not seeing him bc of how ashamed I am of myself. Any advice?