Whenever I orgasm I almost ‘transcend’ into a different personality. This has been happening for over a decade now. I lose my normal self and go straight into a very angry and aggressive, almost dangerous momentary persona that is accompanied with a deep guttural grown that I cannot normally replicate. It’s extremely aggressive, and if there’s any ‘guilt’ it’s far more prevalent. Trying to ‘come out’ of this persona is very difficult. Not sure if anyone else has experienced this, or if I have some semblance of a ‘split personality’ disorder or what, but it’s incredibly difficult to control or repress and happens almost subconsciously at this point. After about a minute I will normally ‘fall out’ of this and back into my normal personality. Maybe I am a freak, maybe I have a disorder, I don’t know.
I have always been SO afraid that it would escalate and that I’d hurt my partner, but it’s never gotten that far. It’s been close many times over 10+ years, but has never crossed that line. Just imaging a state of pure sexual pleasure and primal aggression until the orgasm has passed.
Just looking to see if anyone else had this. Thank you <3
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r/sex Whenever I orgasm I almost ‘transcend’ into a different personality. This has been happening for over a decade now. I lose my normal self and go straight into a very angry and aggressive, almost dangerous momentary persona that is accompanied with a deep guttural grown that I cannot normally replicate. It’s extremely aggressive, and if there’s any ‘guilt’ it’s far more prevalent. Trying to ‘come out’ of this persona is very difficult. Not sure if anyone else has experienced this, or if I have some semblance of a ‘split personality’ disorder or what, but it’s incredibly difficult to control or repress and happens almost subconsciously at this point. After about a minute I will normally ‘fall out’ of this and back into my normal personality. Maybe I am a freak, maybe I have a disorder, I don’t know. I have always been SO afraid that it would escalate and that I’d hurt my partner, but it’s never gotten that far. It’s been close many times over 10+ years, but has never crossed that line. Just imaging a state of pure sexual pleasure and primal aggression until the orgasm has passed. Just looking to see if anyone else had this. Thank you <3 submitted by /u/BDSM_Testosterone [link] [comments]
Whenever I orgasm I almost ‘transcend’ into a different personality. This has been happening for over a decade now. I lose my normal self and go straight into a very angry and aggressive, almost dangerous momentary persona that is accompanied with a deep guttural grown that I cannot normally replicate. It’s extremely aggressive, and if there’s any ‘guilt’ it’s far more prevalent. Trying to ‘come out’ of this persona is very difficult. Not sure if anyone else has experienced this, or if I have some semblance of a ‘split personality’ disorder or what, but it’s incredibly difficult to control or repress and happens almost subconsciously at this point. After about a minute I will normally ‘fall out’ of this and back into my normal personality. Maybe I am a freak, maybe I have a disorder, I don’t know.
I have always been SO afraid that it would escalate and that I’d hurt my partner, but it’s never gotten that far. It’s been close many times over 10+ years, but has never crossed that line. Just imaging a state of pure sexual pleasure and primal aggression until the orgasm has passed.
Just looking to see if anyone else had this. Thank you <3
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