Frequently Mentally Horny, Rarely Ever Aroused /u/Loonar3clipse Sex

I 26f find myself getting jealous when I hear of other women getting horny; getting engorged and wet. I can lubricate and get wet and turned on during intercourse, sometimes need a little lube to get started otherwise it’s kinda difficult to get it in and I need a lot of really careful movement in the beginning to avoid pain. Being able to enjoy sex isn’t that much of an issue but what bothers me is the fact that I can’t seem to get wet for my husband before he’s inside me. The time he’s been able to slide in effortlessly have been rare and it upsets me. I want him! My body doesn’t?? Get with the program, girl you know you like feeling him 🤣🤷‍♀️🤦‍♀️

Anyway… The relationship is fine. I trust him, I love him, there’s no abuse or anything of the sort. I think our relationship is very healthy. This has always been an issue for me outside of him, so it’s not as if I’m not attracted to him and like he’s not my type or anything like that. I find him very good looking and I love touching him and being close and all up on him. Physical affection is sky high between us. Ever since puberty I still never knew what feeling horny felt like. I never ended up touching myself until I was 16, and that was just to see what all the hoopla was about. Until then, I just never got physically aroused for anything. I straight up never knew what that felt like, so I was never motivated to touch myself. And I would go on for years until the present having only experienced physical arousal independent of intercourse about a handful of times. 9.5 times out of 10 if I’m not being directly stimulated, I’m not gonna get wet. And even then it’s gonna take some doing. My body is very difficult to please.

Am I broken? Am I just asexual? I’d say I mentally have Spontaneous Desire and I physically have Responsive Desire, but I don’t really physically respond to much easily. 🤣 Should I get my hormones checked? Is there an aphrodisiac I can take? I’m broke and without indurance so I don’t exactly just have a doctor I can go to.

Extra details which I think might possibly be relevant: I was on antidepressants in my tween years. I did not start my period until I was 13. I know Prozac was one of the ones I was on and I heard it stunts growth. Did Prozac just kinda permanently fuck my hormones up a bit, and my body never recovered and figured out how to be a normal sexual being?

Asking the internet because I’m too broke to go see a doctor lol, any suggestions? Affordable recommendations?

I 26f find myself getting jealous when I hear of other women getting horny; getting engorged and wet. I can lubricate and get wet and turned on during intercourse, sometimes need a little lube to get started otherwise it’s kinda difficult to get it in and I need a lot of really careful movement in the beginning to avoid pain. Being able to enjoy sex isn’t that much of an issue but what bothers me is the fact that I can’t seem to get wet for my husband before he’s inside me. The time he’s been able to slide in effortlessly have been rare and it upsets me. I want him! My body doesn’t?? Get with the program, girl you know you like feeling him 🤣🤷‍♀️🤦‍♀️

Anyway… The relationship is fine. I trust him, I love him, there’s no abuse or anything of the sort. I think our relationship is very healthy. This has always been an issue for me outside of him, so it’s not as if I’m not attracted to him and like he’s not my type or anything like that. I find him very good looking and I love touching him and being close and all up on him. Physical affection is sky high between us. Ever since puberty I still never knew what feeling horny felt like. I never ended up touching myself until I was 16, and that was just to see what all the hoopla was about. Until then, I just never got physically aroused for anything. I straight up never knew what that felt like, so I was never motivated to touch myself. And I would go on for years until the present having only experienced physical arousal independent of intercourse about a handful of times. 9.5 times out of 10 if I’m not being directly stimulated, I’m not gonna get wet. And even then it’s gonna take some doing. My body is very difficult to please.

Am I broken? Am I just asexual? I’d say I mentally have Spontaneous Desire and I physically have Responsive Desire, but I don’t really physically respond to much easily. 🤣 Should I get my hormones checked? Is there an aphrodisiac I can take? I’m broke and without indurance so I don’t exactly just have a doctor I can go to.

Extra details which I think might possibly be relevant: I was on antidepressants in my tween years. I did not start my period until I was 13. I know Prozac was one of the ones I was on and I heard it stunts growth. Did Prozac just kinda permanently fuck my hormones up a bit, and my body never recovered and figured out how to be a normal sexual being?

Asking the internet because I’m too broke to go see a doctor lol, any suggestions? Affordable recommendations?