I think I might be hypersexual and it is driving me insane /u/PricklyLemon23 Sex

I (23 F) have posted in other subreddits about my past SA of many years and so many people told me that I might be hypersexual.

My libido is high and I want to have sex all the time, I masturbate a lot in a day, sometimes so much as in 6 times day.

I have a long term boyfriend (25 M) of 4 years now. We were long distance for 3 years but it wasn’t working well. I went out a lot and got drunk often, making it hard for me to know what was going on.

So in order to stay clean and start a new life and be closer to him, I moved in the same country as him. Now we see each other every other weekend and have sex. But usually one round and then done. And if I am there for a longer period we sometimes skip a day or two.

It is killing me. My vagina keeps feeling this tingling, I want to be filled. I feel so pent up I could cry. Sometimes I even cry.

I cannot focus in school, work.

But interestingly sex also does not feel that good. My mind is somewhere else and I cannot relax. Don’t get me wrong, I love my bf. And I feel the emotional connection.

But sex is on my mind 24/7. I don’t want to push him if he does not want to. I usually just do it in the bed alone while he is asleep.

I just feel awful about it. Feel like I am a predator when I get all sad for not getting a release. But like it doesn’t even feel that good with people in general. Not with him or the guys before him.

Am I broken? Why won’t arousal go away? Why can’t I have sex and only masturbate?

I (23 F) have posted in other subreddits about my past SA of many years and so many people told me that I might be hypersexual.

My libido is high and I want to have sex all the time, I masturbate a lot in a day, sometimes so much as in 6 times day.

I have a long term boyfriend (25 M) of 4 years now. We were long distance for 3 years but it wasn’t working well. I went out a lot and got drunk often, making it hard for me to know what was going on.

So in order to stay clean and start a new life and be closer to him, I moved in the same country as him. Now we see each other every other weekend and have sex. But usually one round and then done. And if I am there for a longer period we sometimes skip a day or two.

It is killing me. My vagina keeps feeling this tingling, I want to be filled. I feel so pent up I could cry. Sometimes I even cry.

I cannot focus in school, work.

But interestingly sex also does not feel that good. My mind is somewhere else and I cannot relax. Don’t get me wrong, I love my bf. And I feel the emotional connection.

But sex is on my mind 24/7. I don’t want to push him if he does not want to. I usually just do it in the bed alone while he is asleep.

I just feel awful about it. Feel like I am a predator when I get all sad for not getting a release. But like it doesn’t even feel that good with people in general. Not with him or the guys before him.

Am I broken? Why won’t arousal go away? Why can’t I have sex and only masturbate?