Raging prostitution kink I’m too afraid to explore but nothing else scratchs my itch /u/Whelsey Sex

I’ve had this kink since basically as soon as I discovered my sexuality and I’ve played around with it through online roleplay and occasionally online sexting but it’s not enough, I need to play this out in real life because no other kink really ever “scratches my itch”, everything feels lacking and never enough. I’ve went out with rich people for fancy dinners and gifts but it’s not what I really want.

How can I approach this? I don’t feel like hookups on dating apps work because why would anyone pay for sex with a Tinder hookup instead of seeking out an actual sex worker. And I’m too afraid and too much of a coward to commit to sex work and potentially ruining my career, even if the end goal and the main intention isn’t the money, specially because the paying would be a symbolic value.

I’ve had this kink since basically as soon as I discovered my sexuality and I’ve played around with it through online roleplay and occasionally online sexting but it’s not enough, I need to play this out in real life because no other kink really ever “scratches my itch”, everything feels lacking and never enough. I’ve went out with rich people for fancy dinners and gifts but it’s not what I really want.

How can I approach this? I don’t feel like hookups on dating apps work because why would anyone pay for sex with a Tinder hookup instead of seeking out an actual sex worker. And I’m too afraid and too much of a coward to commit to sex work and potentially ruining my career, even if the end goal and the main intention isn’t the money, specially because the paying would be a symbolic value.