My BF is uncomfortable and upset that I maturbated. /u/Jealous_Criticism_21 Sex

My BF 18M admits to having a porn addiction and masturbates very frequently.

I 18F was at his house and we have sex but I didn’t finish. I’ve never masturbated before but we had new toys I got and wanted to try. I asked him if it was okay if I tried to masturbate because he was already done.

He said yes so I started and after about 30 seconds he got up, got dressed and then left the room saying he was going to the bathroom. He was gone for a while maybe 20 minutes but I just figured he was in the bathroom like he said.

My arm started getting sore so I stopped and then he entered back into the bedroom pulled out a chair and sat on it. He always is in the bed with me so I asked what was wrong because he was awkwardly staring at me.

He started saying sorry over and over and that he’s in the wrong.

I asked him what he meant and he said it just makes him uncomfortable and he doesn’t really want me doing it, but “of course you can do what you want”.

I don’t know how to feel about this. He said I can do what I want but the idea still bothers him.

He masturbates all the time but is uncomfortable with the idea of me masturbating even if I’m not near him. He asked if I do it even by myself and I said I never have and he breathed a sigh of relief.

I feel really confused with this seemingly double standard. He hasn’t expressed concern of me getting an addiction too so that doesn’t seem like the reason.

I asked if he feels jealous and he denied it.

We had a. Small discussion where he jaguar kept saying he didn’t know why it bothered him, we got no where.

Im not gonna lie I enjoyed being able to finish myself off but knowing how much he disapproves make me not want to do it again that much. I feel really guilty for even doing it that one time.

EDIT: Thank you everyone for your responses. I told him I found a post similar to our “situation” and I read the comments to him. He finally broke and told me the reason is that he felt inadequate because he didn’t finish me off. Now we just need to figure out how we can resolve theses feelings. I just want to help him not feel that way so we can both be happy.

My BF 18M admits to having a porn addiction and masturbates very frequently.

I 18F was at his house and we have sex but I didn’t finish. I’ve never masturbated before but we had new toys I got and wanted to try. I asked him if it was okay if I tried to masturbate because he was already done.

He said yes so I started and after about 30 seconds he got up, got dressed and then left the room saying he was going to the bathroom. He was gone for a while maybe 20 minutes but I just figured he was in the bathroom like he said.

My arm started getting sore so I stopped and then he entered back into the bedroom pulled out a chair and sat on it. He always is in the bed with me so I asked what was wrong because he was awkwardly staring at me.

He started saying sorry over and over and that he’s in the wrong.

I asked him what he meant and he said it just makes him uncomfortable and he doesn’t really want me doing it, but “of course you can do what you want”.

I don’t know how to feel about this. He said I can do what I want but the idea still bothers him.

He masturbates all the time but is uncomfortable with the idea of me masturbating even if I’m not near him. He asked if I do it even by myself and I said I never have and he breathed a sigh of relief.

I feel really confused with this seemingly double standard. He hasn’t expressed concern of me getting an addiction too so that doesn’t seem like the reason.

I asked if he feels jealous and he denied it.

We had a. Small discussion where he jaguar kept saying he didn’t know why it bothered him, we got no where.

Im not gonna lie I enjoyed being able to finish myself off but knowing how much he disapproves make me not want to do it again that much. I feel really guilty for even doing it that one time.

EDIT: Thank you everyone for your responses. I told him I found a post similar to our “situation” and I read the comments to him. He finally broke and told me the reason is that he felt inadequate because he didn’t finish me off. Now we just need to figure out how we can resolve theses feelings. I just want to help him not feel that way so we can both be happy.