[19M] Just had a absolutely terrible first time experience and I really need some advice. /u/maguireooo Sex

Last night was the night. My girlfriend of a couple months decided she was finally ready go all the way and I was absolutely terrified. I’ve had a couple past experiences where I couldn’t keep an erection so we stopped, but I thought last night I was finally ready. Everything was going well and then once again, as if on queue, it dropped again. Now this wasn’t the only problem because I did actually manage to get it back up, but before I even put it in, I prematurely ejaculated. Not sure if she saw or knew what happened, but I just made the excuse that I had to pee and left to clean up. After that, the moment was over and we just went to bed. I don’t understand why I keep having terrible experiences with this. It’s just one thing after the other and it’s really messing with me to the point that I’m scared to do it again. I really need some advice or something because I want to make her happy but I just don’t think I can.

Last night was the night. My girlfriend of a couple months decided she was finally ready go all the way and I was absolutely terrified. I’ve had a couple past experiences where I couldn’t keep an erection so we stopped, but I thought last night I was finally ready. Everything was going well and then once again, as if on queue, it dropped again. Now this wasn’t the only problem because I did actually manage to get it back up, but before I even put it in, I prematurely ejaculated. Not sure if she saw or knew what happened, but I just made the excuse that I had to pee and left to clean up. After that, the moment was over and we just went to bed. I don’t understand why I keep having terrible experiences with this. It’s just one thing after the other and it’s really messing with me to the point that I’m scared to do it again. I really need some advice or something because I want to make her happy but I just don’t think I can.