So, let’s get this on the internet. /u/throwaway9591SFV Sex

Mods, please remove if this breaks any rules.

So, I have a disability that makes it unlikely I can have children. I had experienced pregnancy without making it to term and it absolutely wrecked my body. So, in addition to my already present uncertainty about having kids from CPTSD (due to abuse as a child), my medical issues make it where I feel I may end up childfree.

However, I have an incredibly high sex drive. I do, really, value genuine relationships, and am maybe a demisexual in that way, that sex is really only ever about an emotional connection with me, even if casual, especially as an introvert. It’s always a part of establishing deeper intimacy for me, but our culture doesn’t really work that way and it has ended up with me being in a lot of dud relationships. I’m working to better pick folks and work that whole dance.

One thing that is challenging is that I have such a high labido. I already struggle to attract those high quality partners because of it, and to make matters worse…I love to be creampie’d. I LOVE the intensity, the thrill, and the excitement of a respectable man (I have an emotional connection with) dumping his seed in me. I love the primal urge it kicks off in us, as well as the series of emotions. Is something wrong with me?

I do take steps to avoid actually becoming pregnant, but what is ultimately a breeding fetish can get me in a little trouble sometimes.

TL; DR: I have a breeding fetish and a high sex drive. I don’t think I’ve been successful in seeking or getting the best of both worlds. Is something wrong with me?

Mods, please remove if this breaks any rules.

So, I have a disability that makes it unlikely I can have children. I had experienced pregnancy without making it to term and it absolutely wrecked my body. So, in addition to my already present uncertainty about having kids from CPTSD (due to abuse as a child), my medical issues make it where I feel I may end up childfree.

However, I have an incredibly high sex drive. I do, really, value genuine relationships, and am maybe a demisexual in that way, that sex is really only ever about an emotional connection with me, even if casual, especially as an introvert. It’s always a part of establishing deeper intimacy for me, but our culture doesn’t really work that way and it has ended up with me being in a lot of dud relationships. I’m working to better pick folks and work that whole dance.

One thing that is challenging is that I have such a high labido. I already struggle to attract those high quality partners because of it, and to make matters worse…I love to be creampie’d. I LOVE the intensity, the thrill, and the excitement of a respectable man (I have an emotional connection with) dumping his seed in me. I love the primal urge it kicks off in us, as well as the series of emotions. Is something wrong with me?

I do take steps to avoid actually becoming pregnant, but what is ultimately a breeding fetish can get me in a little trouble sometimes.

TL; DR: I have a breeding fetish and a high sex drive. I don’t think I’ve been successful in seeking or getting the best of both worlds. Is something wrong with me?