I’m having cum brain and idk if it will stop /u/AffectionateAuthor96 Sex

I (23f) have been extremely lonely since I went to school in a different state away from my bf (24). Due to my loneliness I have been getting cum brain all the time getting turned on by things I usually don’t find hot or things I do find hot and want to act on them. I told my bf last night how I thought about him having sex with another woman and I masturbated to the idea of it even though it’s not usually something I would want. He plans on flying over to me by the end of March do these feelings go away when I get to see him? I personally don’t want to be this way but everything sounds good right now. Edit: I also want to state that I have 0 human touch like not even a handshake from a single person

I (23f) have been extremely lonely since I went to school in a different state away from my bf (24). Due to my loneliness I have been getting cum brain all the time getting turned on by things I usually don’t find hot or things I do find hot and want to act on them. I told my bf last night how I thought about him having sex with another woman and I masturbated to the idea of it even though it’s not usually something I would want. He plans on flying over to me by the end of March do these feelings go away when I get to see him? I personally don’t want to be this way but everything sounds good right now. Edit: I also want to state that I have 0 human touch like not even a handshake from a single person