Am I broken? /u/throwaway58991497 Sex

I(18f) have been with my boyfriend (19m) for almost four months now. I have only been in one relationship prior to this, and I only really kissed my ex, so I really have no experience. I make out and stuff with my bf a lot, and it turns me on. However, on Tuesday, I let him finger me, but it honestly hurt so bad. I’ve never fingered myself pleasurably, and I wear tampons, but they hurt to take out. I feel bad because I probably made the whole thing awkward, but god it hurt so bad. All my friends talk about how good it is, so I’m wondering if there’s just something wrong with me? It’s not that I’m not attracted to him, I think he’s the hottest guy ever and he’s very kind, I just seem to tighten up down there and it makes everything bad. Do any girls have any advice regarding this? I really want to fix this because I want to go further with my boyfriend. If one finger hurts I can’t even imagine having sex 🙁

I(18f) have been with my boyfriend (19m) for almost four months now. I have only been in one relationship prior to this, and I only really kissed my ex, so I really have no experience. I make out and stuff with my bf a lot, and it turns me on. However, on Tuesday, I let him finger me, but it honestly hurt so bad. I’ve never fingered myself pleasurably, and I wear tampons, but they hurt to take out. I feel bad because I probably made the whole thing awkward, but god it hurt so bad. All my friends talk about how good it is, so I’m wondering if there’s just something wrong with me? It’s not that I’m not attracted to him, I think he’s the hottest guy ever and he’s very kind, I just seem to tighten up down there and it makes everything bad. Do any girls have any advice regarding this? I really want to fix this because I want to go further with my boyfriend. If one finger hurts I can’t even imagine having sex 🙁